我今天差点被活活气死了！！！ 气死我了！！！ Aaaaahhhhhhh!!!! 我觉得我快与世长辞了。。。我每次跟程文峰讲话，就会被气的血管爆发。。。！！！ 天啊！！！ *fumes in extreme anger and rage* I can't believe him! AAARRRGGGHHHHH!!!! ok, i shall relax... 冷静，冷静。。筱文要息怒。。。humph~ ok, maybe i am being extremely unreasonable and childish.. but that's the way i am... 今天我们英文课时去图书馆。。。然后要离开时，我看到qi en从那个房间出来。。。[咦？他怎么会在这儿？] 然后，我就看到文峰哥哥走出来。不知为什么，他一出来，又走回去了。-.-" 真搞不懂他。。总之，后来我在穿鞋子，然后就看到读chinese lit的中四的学姐，学长们一大群的走来。然后我看到文峰跟德峰学长和另外一个我不认识的学长走过。我便微笑着，说“hello~”然后，程文峰根本没有理我， 一句话都不说，看也不看就和那位学长走了。。反而，德峰学长回答我，“嗨！” 你说，我该不该生气？！我有资格生气吧？他简直目中无人，无恶不作，极度讨人厌，不可理喻。。。结果害我过后简直气得没心情上课！天啊！这世界上怎么会有那么骄傲，狂妄自大，不知道好歹的家伙！我真是为这世界感到伤心欲绝，因为这世上竟然有像他这样的人。。。lin xiu and wan yi were like, "relax... don't be so angry...!" How am i supposed to relax?! I have never been more insulted. (ok, maybe not THAT serious, but I'm still very furious with that cheng wenfeng...) and it wasn't as if my voice is very soft....! everybody's always telling me to shut up because my voice is too loud. how can he possibly not hear it? I have decided that next time i see him, i will shout "cheng wenfeng!!!!" oh my god... what is WRONG with me?! i am just very, very, very, very, extremely mad that he ignored me... thanks to him, i've lost my temper and ruined the tupperware my mother gave me to put the food for my reccess.. (in which was devoured by the hungry huiyi...) I was in the library after eating in the canteen for reccess and i just let my rage get the better of me... I just took my wallet and slammed it damn hard on the thing that was nearest to me, the poor little plastic tupperware... and it broke into pieces... yes, it BROKE... ! oh my god... i really need to go for anger management courses.... haiz... i am ignoring cheng wen feng today... humph!
Ok, then again... i'm being childish and stupid. BUT i don't care! *sighs heavily* geesh... hwee li was saying "don't be so upset, he just didn't say hi..." yar... i guess there're worst things than that (i shall not resort to using vulgarities, they do not suit me and they condemn the mind) in this dark and devastating world in which people who know each other don't bother to acknowledge each other and have no manners to greet other people...*smiles sweetly* ok, ok... that was true...polly, huiyi and yiling were thinking of ways to abuse him. yiling was telling me i should have just gone over and slapped him... -.-" of course, she was kidding lah~ i mean...do i look like i can slap people? oh... wait! i do... and my bad temper just simply makes it worse... BUT i will NEVER slap cheng wenfeng. ok, maybe i will, if something really bad happened... but i hope that day never comes... for now, i should stop over reacting... and start being logical... yar... i shall do just that... maybe he was just too immersed in the conversation with his friend... whoever that 学长was. anyway, it must have been a real laugh for 德峰学长，who was just telling me some time ago that he thought that i am quite close to wenfeng, to see how he totally ignored me completely and treated me like i'm transparent...anyway, i have no right to say anything about what he does. anything he does or likes has nothing to do with me, 跟我没有任何关系啊！！！！ i shall refrain from calling him kor from now on... not that i think he enjoys hearing it... and i don't really enjoy calling it... ok, maybe just a little bit... though i don't remember i've called him 文峰哥哥in public except that one day when i suddenly went bonkers and decided to try my luck... next time, i will say "hello, blah blah blah~" i doubt ANYBODY will not respond to that... haiz... why am i wasting 2 paragraphs on someone like him? 
anyway, yesterday i was watching man hunt and kevin p is so CUTE and handsome, and charming. =) he's so CUTE! ok, i shall stop being so lame... let me see... what else is there? oh... mr ang asked to see the 4/4 and 4/3 chairman today after flag raising... i have a really really bad feeling. they are the only 2 classes standing at the most back row of the flag raising area... please don't move them.. i've only had a week of peace and happines.. and this week is so short-lived... my joy depends on this... seriously, i don't want anything to change... i'm sort of tired of heaven's little jokes in changing of the positions already... from in front to queuing behind and then the moving of the classes.... haiz... *prays fervently*
ok, anyway, i ought to go and study physics now... because i have spent too much time complaining about cheng wenfeng... ok, i admit... i'm being really stupid... fine... i'm not going to be so petty... i'm off to sms 文峰哥哥~ i feel so much better now... i don't really enjoy being angry with others... i can never keep it up...anyway, i prefer being on speaking terms with 文峰哥哥~ 
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