拜一就考试了！O level华文...sec 4s也是拜一开始考O levels....文峰哥哥，加油！拜一他们考高级华文...呵呵~我觉得我比较需要鼓励...文峰哥哥那么聪明，不拿A1的话 ，我觉得世界末日了...总之，加油~！筱文自己也是...~！

我想，还是尽量不要去向离别的事...人不可能一辈子可以遇见，相处...明年我也要毕业了，我觉得我会很想念我的朋友...我不想等到要走之前才来后悔...才发觉anderson是多么美好的地方...因为有朋友，学长，学姐们，老师们，和那熟悉的环境...但是，temp block将不见了...那里有好多回忆...回去后，看到一个片空空的草场...应该会很伤心吧？

有事不时会想到以前sec 3s还在temp block时...呵呵~I guess i should have known that the temp block is not part of the school and I ought to have treasured it more... it was going to be torn down sooner or later... I remember when the canteen was yet to be renovated... My mother would let me get down from her car at the bus stop opposite the school's front gate...and... sometimes, i would see the brown bus which brings the sec 4 scholars to school... that was quite a very long time ago, wasn't it? And I would get down the car to see them at the traffic light... and then i'd walk behind them...that time... i think i still had a crush on 文峰哥哥...but then, we never talked and I doubt he knew me at that time...so I would walk behind and I remember once when I was directly behind him... and we would walk past the porch and then to the canteen... then go down the stairs to the temp block... and I would overtake them and turn to the centre aisle... 3/2 is at the back of the left block... there are 2 major blocks in the temp block... right and left... the right belongs mainly to the sec 4s... and the left to the sec 3s... 4/4 is directly outside the sinks by the toilets...and then, i'd walk slowly so that I can glimpse him going into his class... kind of weird.. but somehow, it would make me happy for the whole day.. haha~ ok, that's stupid, come to think of it.. and rather creepy... sometimes, i'd have PE and after that, i'd go to the water cooler to get a drink and then return to class... and I remember vividly once I saw 文峰哥哥 yawning... i remember it clearly because he didn't cover his mouth... haha~ ok, that's so lame... but then... those were memories...~

let's see... what else is there of the temp block? when we were still in the temp block, there was a higher chance of bumping into the seniors... so, each time I met him along the corridors, i'd ... look away and pretend i didn't see him... haha~ ok... deng... but then... i never called him before except one certain morning when we were going to our classes and I was directly in front of him...& i decided to call him...at times, I'd go to my class and see him at the lockers... and then dashing off to class. sometimes, when going back to class, i'd chance upon him coming out of 4/7... i think he has english there...I looked inside to see miss lee teaching them...or S1... in which he has chinese lit. I see the china scholars standing outside waiting for their teacher to come at times...

once, i was preparing for examinations and decided to stay back... and then, when i walked past S1... I heard melodious music... and i looked inside through the door to see the sec 4 choir seniors singing... they were preparing for the recording.. and they were able to miss examinations... It was already after the syf... because I thought syf was over, it would seem impossible to meet at choir because the seniors were graduating... and the sec 3s were not in the recording, so the night I got the message, I think it was 18th april... and i made the rash decision... so, on 19th of april i was waiting outside his class... and even though i told him to go back to class early, he was still happily chatting in the canteen. so, i got yixuan to put the gift on his table... yes, i know where he sits... it's right at the front... but i wasn't really sure where, so yixuan asked his classmate... and his classmate asked if her friend liked him. and yixuan actually said yes... so, after that, i left...anyway, i was talking about being outside S1...I didn't really want to leave...maybe it was because I never had the chance to look at him as long as i wanted before...and i was used to looking at him from the back...somehow, it used to give me a reassuring feeling.

and then, there was speech day...when we spent the whole day in 3-2 or 3-3...for it was the holding room... and i kept going from 3-3 to 3-2... the air-conditioner of 3-3 was spoilt. so those in 3-3 originally all went to 3-2...& i saw him playing cards... which was rather surprising.. because i thought he didn't know how to... and he was very interested in the chinese chess... haha~ and then, lanli had his handphone, so I asked to see it... and the first thing i saw was that my contact is written as 邓惠文... and i was really upset... because nobody calls people by the full name in chinese unless they have only 2 characters in their name, or you are very distant to the person... hm... yar, so i spent practically the whole night feeling terribly upset...mainly because i was already his "sister" and yet... apparently, he doesn't treat me as one.

though i know that he was practically forced to make me his "sister," I felt that since he already did it, he might as well be nicer to me... in which, er- let me be fair... he already was... excluding the times he was rather... unkind... and the name... maybe I over reacted but it really upset me...but then, i really ought to thank him for considering my feelings...

let's not talk about what happened the next day.. that's even more upsetting...what else...? well, in temp block... i have this spot in which I was really upset that day and chew yan was comforting me there... i'd lean against the wall and then start crying.. most people won't look there and besides, i was practically too upset to care... because that time i didn't get through the talentime preliminaries.... and i was very very disappointed.. but now, i have comes to terms with it... i'm a horrible singer... -.-" oh maybe i was really too nervous... ok, i think it's the latter. i really looked like i was going to cry when i took the stage..

I didn't expect us to leave the temp block so soon... we spent about 5 months, the first 2 terms in there only.. and then, one day i went back to school for extra lessons during the holidays to see half the temp block torn down... ok...there was this huge space at where the sec 4 block used to be...

and then, we had the choir farewell party... where we played water bomb at the temporary flag raising area... and I think i went over board because i was practically bullying 文峰哥哥throughout the whole game... haha~ and up till now, i feel guilty for telling him that 放心，你死了也没人希罕...i was just... don't know... felt like being horrible to him... but obviously i didn't mean it.. if he died, tons of people would be upset and i would be one of them... but it was very fun... i think i will remember it for a long time to come...

after the sec 3s left the temp block, the sec 4s moved to occupy the previous sec 3 occupied block...and if i'm not wrong, i still noticed him a lot... but maybe i didn't really like him anymore... up till now, i'm not very sure... and then we had flag raising in the temporary area... 4/4 was right at the back, like my class from the flag pole... we were directly at the back gate. and we were to stand in register number, like in the car porch last time... and i'd go to the lockers at the temp block to take my books at 7.09...when "final countdown" already started playing... and then proceed to where i stood... i'd stand beside huiyi right at the front because mr lim didn't ask us to stand according to register...and then, at around 7.13 the scholars would come in through the back gate... and i'd "hi" them... er- except him, of course... somehow, i derived pleasure from doing that... haha~ and then, once, i was going to give him something... 3/2 was directly at the back gate, at the very side of the area...i had to walk past about 5 or 6 classes... and i still remember his er- shock when i gave him the present.. that was for the prep prelims...

and then, we were told to line up in register number... haha~ so, i became rather bored with school life.. probably, it's been such a long time... and noticing him has become my habit.... and i found it hard to kick... even though i no longer wish that he will like me... and i have already decided that i adored him like a younger sister adores her elder brother... and then, mr ang asked 4/4 to move behind 3/2...i'm register 30... so, each time i turned around i was very likely to see him... yirong used to call him 王八蛋...haha~ and she would tell me, "how come each time i look back i can see that guy?!" i'd tell her that he's too eye-catching... and she'd think i'm insane.. haha~ obviously, i'm kidding...~

haha~ and then there was the time when it was the national day celebration... and i turned back to see wenfeng waving a singapore flag.. (4/7 bought them) it was so ironic... ~ oh haha~ i'm not supposed to say that... =P but it was so funny looking...

the temporary canteen... we'd queue for a very long time to get our food... and the food was sometimes horrible.. but then, I guess we have no choice... but i remember very clearly that once i was queing for food and i saw wenfeng going back to class but defeng senior came to him and so, he gave him a note... he was lending him money... somehow, when i saw that, i was thinking "what a kind soul~" oh my gosh... now, i think i'm so lame... it merely just proves that he's very rich... hahaha~

haha~ that's basically it...what a lot of memories... haiz... i guess things can never stay the way it is... well~ there's nothing i can do about it.. goodbye, temp block and the temporary flag raising area... ='( i think i'll miss them dearly...and along with them, the sec 4s... haiz...

I got 14 for my L1R5...

文峰哥哥got 7... i am twice of his... how am i going to be able to reach his standard?

I need to really concentrate and get an A1 for o level chinese... it's my glimmer of hope...

how am i ever going to get less than 10 though?

这是完整的22nd november整天的经过...

我真的好高兴啊！我的愿望实现了！呃。。。但是不是那个和文峰哥哥拍大头贴的愿望。。。是我希望我们能够更像“兄妹”的心愿。。。我觉得，好像我真的有一个哥哥了~当然，之前他就已经是我的“哥哥”了，但是，他给我的感觉，一直就是好冷。。。没有哥哥对妹妹的那种...哎呀，不知怎么解释...总之就是不像“兄妹”就对了...不过，昨天，我却开始感受到那种妹妹和哥哥的感觉...哎哟，好难解释啦~总之，我好高兴啊！ =P

我在拜五问文峰哥哥拜六有没有空，我打算那天把礼物拿去给他...他说他随时都可以，就周六上午吧~然后，歌咏后，我和秋燕一起回家，她就说我们一起出去吧~然后她想拍大头贴！终于有人要和我拍大头贴了！呃...好冷哦...-.-"总之，我们就说好了...我觉得太迟去在周末时不好，应为人太多，decorate的时间也很少...所以，她说我们10.30am在bishan地铁站见面就去bugis...然后我就告诉她我得把礼物交给文峰哥哥...我就发短信给他，说我明天早上把礼物拿到宿舍外面，问他介意早起吗？10am左右行吗？后来，他太可爱了，晚上10.24才回复我...“明天？你确定吗？那你来之前半个小时到一个小时给我打电话吧，我好梳洗一下~” 那么就算定了啊~

所以拜六一早就准备一下，而且化妆因为我认为是见面的一种礼仪，而且要拍大头贴嘛！就发短信给文峰哥哥，说我要过来了，叫他准备一下...然后爸爸让我在j8的巴士站下车，我便拿着篮球，和一个装着，鸡精，星星的瓶子的纸带和那个file...很惨吧？=( 还有更惨的...你继续看吧~然后我就等爸爸的车走了远远的时候才走去RI外面的巴士站...就到了那里时，就打电话给他...结果....没人接诶！我就有不祥的预感...后来一直没人接...我打了大概三，四通电话给他...而且有分十分钟才打一通...幸好我在巴士站，礼物有地方放...不然，我绝不会原谅他...对，跟以前一样...又失约了...这次还好，我只等了50minutes左右，所以还好...-.-"没有啦，我觉得差不多...我也有sms他，“你究竟起身了吗？我待会儿约了人诶...”等待的当儿，我觉得有点气，有点烦...一边在那里骂程文峰，对自己自言自语，“程文峰到底在搞什么啊？！”等了挺气了，我就把篮球从球网里拿出来，开始打在座位上...然后老天爷好像作弄我，我一决定离开那里，走去J8和秋燕会面时，走回去时竟然开始下雨了！oh my god...我只好拿file来挡雨了...幸好我的妆没有花，不过我当时简直是超级狼狈不堪，超级气程文峰...恨不得把他给杀了...然后我终于到J8了...！啊！那冷气的地方，又没有雨...!从来没有觉得J8那么好过诶...=) 然后，秋燕sms我，说她到了...我便说我也已经到了，“I alr here...我要杀了程文峰！！！”我和秋燕会面，然后她看到我的东西，问我他是不是没有来？唉...小女这时实在是伤心欲绝...好可怜哦...='(

后来，她问我你要拿着这些东西到处走啊？我当时还挺气的，说我不管了，把它们留在地铁站里...然后，我就后悔说了那么一句话...我存钱，存的那么惨...花了那么多心思...和时间...!然后，只好拿着那么重的东西到处走了...秋燕帮我拿篮球...谢谢秋燕，我好爱，好爱你！没有你，我该怎么办？！=) 改天我一定会报答她！她真是太棒了！我好高兴有她这么好的一个好朋友~！=') 感动流泪...文风哥哥的礼物有四样东西...一, 鸡精，给文峰哥哥提神~ 二，file里面有我画的东西，comic，和我写给他的信~三，99颗用吸管做的星星，里面有我希望他o水准考到6分的~四，那粒宝贵的篮球~刻着一个“文”字...然后，我们在mrt上时，听到“江南”(my calling ringtone) 很明显的，一定是文峰哥哥...我便故意慢慢的接过电话...而且当时我气还没消，超不爽他...我一开口就“喂...？”而且态度超不爽，超没礼貌...文峰哥哥的声音听起来真的是那种刚睡醒的...不过，我想是我电话坏了...他听不到...只有我听得到他说话...他问我走了吧？而且一直道歉...不过后来他挂了...因为听不太清楚，不知道他为什么没有解释清楚就先挂电话了，我超气，觉得他超没礼貌...（不过其实我也好不到哪里去，那种他欠我似的语气）后来我就打过去，不通...我一挂了，就火上加油，超级气！

后来，他打回来，我就花了大概10秒在那里，“喂？你听得到吗？”然后，他就一直说，“听得到...” 我后来才停止在那里大叫“喂？你听得到吗？”...他就开始道歉，自己起的迟... 然后，我就说但是我现在在地铁里，要去bugis...我约会完了再去找他...他就说下午咯...然后又开始道歉，说不好意思啊...然后我就说88...因为我当时还是有点气，虽然他真的是因为迟起，不是故意要失约的...后来，他sms我，说“今天实在很对不起啊...昨天睡很晚，而且手机是静音的，对不起哈...耽误你这么多时间...”我觉得我的心太软了，我竟然看了就几乎气消了...!天啊！ 我太逊了啦！这样就原谅他了...其实，我当时可以回他，道歉有用的话要警察来干嘛？不过，这样太不像我的作风了啦...而且，他又不是故意的...秋燕看了，就说我昨晚也很迟睡啊，结果今早还是起来去见他...我其实根本要完全原谅他了，后来想了想，秋燕说的有道理诶！便回了“我昨晚2am睡诶，今早还不是起来了...唉...算了...虽然我还有点气...不过...可能我倒霉吧，每次约你都这样...”记得上次，呃...那个...其实当时是我们根本没有讲好的，所以是我自己自作聪明害的...没有弄清楚就以为文峰哥哥答应我了，所以他失约时，我伤心了整整两，三天！而且回到家时因为他没来哭得死去活来，眼泪不停的夺眶而出...好惨啊！不过，这次没有那么惨...我是说，至少没有哭...

后来，午餐时间是，我和秋燕在foodcourt里时，我反省了一下，觉得自己太不体贴了...我应该体谅他...所以我发了短信给他, “呃...我想跟你道歉...我不该这么没礼貌...对不起...” 在继续在bugis到处走时，“屋顶”开始响...是文峰哥哥回我简讯...! “... 你有什么错啊...没必要给我道歉吧...” 可是...“我应该体谅你的，所以对不起...” “... 没必要啦...今天是我不好啦...” 可是我当时对他的态度那么不爽，无礼，其实我也有错...而且，还没弄清楚他起身了吗，就冲动的去了...“那，我今天下午出去完后再过来吧，你别关机哦~”然后，我和秋燕就在bugis逛，不过几乎什么都没买，但是neoprint拍出来挺好的啦...只不过我们两个好白哦！看起来更白...有点怪...=( 而且得拿着那些东西到处跑，真的不简单...而且挺麻烦的...我好粗心，早上时还差点把文峰哥哥的篮球的网留在neoprint店里，得回去拿...好险当时的人不多，而且decorate的时间很多，允许我回去拿...吓了我一大跳...唉...幸好没事...哎哟...我的宝贝绝对不可以不见...它还没见到它的主人哦~后来，就看看...有一个卖chocolate and sweets的店！it's really cute~! they sell chocolates in the shape of plasters, and sweets of little cute shapes and some in tiny paper bags... and chocolates in the form of a wrapped present... it's quite tiny, of course... but it's just SO cute!!! really really...~ =D and then, i fell in love with the plaster chocolates... and then there's this chocolate in the shape of a condom... haha~ and then there's marshmallows in a sanitary pad sort of package... haha~ it's really adorable... =D and then, i was planning to buy... even though it is sort of expensive.. and i already spent $4.50 on lunch... I was trying to decide between the condom one and the plaster one... their price is about the same, $9.80... and then, i decided to buy the condom one... 我妹知道了，说“eeee! u're so disgusting...!” 我觉得很可爱啊！反正我买是为了整文峰哥哥的嘛...呵呵~=P 我待会儿告诉你他的反应...照次序比较好~（喜欢卖关子~呵呵~）

然后，我们大概三点多走完后，便乘mrt回去，换了县，mrt走到orchard时，突然有人sms我...我一看，是文峰哥哥...我觉得那天老天简直就是在玩弄我...!*有点生气状* “你可以晚点过来吗？我要出去一躺。”哈！错字！文峰哥哥竟然用错字！历史性的一刻！应该是“趟”吧？呃...讲重点...看了这样的简讯，你要我有怎样的反应？我正要过去试着把礼物再次交给他诶！“啊？！我现在在地铁车厢里，正要过来诶...你现在在哪？我去找你...” “我在bugis...” “啊？！我刚离开那里，我现在就回去...” 不过我发了短信没有下车，因为秋燕说万一他叫我不要呢？秋燕可以当算命家了...“你可以晚点嘛？我去你家那边拿算了，我晚上可以来吗？”秋燕看了说，“他想害死你啊？”对咯...我会被我的爸妈杀的...=( 而且，今晚答应回家晚上一起吃饭的诶...我当时真的很烦恼诶...终于了解什么叫不知所措...进退两难...我快哭了诶...我还没reply他，在那里想该如何是好, 他又sms我了，“实在不好意思哈，我保证晚上一定来！”

看了他的简讯，我不但没有被他安慰，觉得更加沮丧...“谁知你又食言，我今晚全家要一起出门吃饭...”不知不觉，bishan到了，我便下车...可是，秋燕也陪我下车...她真的太好了...!我好爱她！没有她，我肯定早就崩溃了...=')*感动* “真的吗？那我明天一早就来，好吗？” “我快气哭了...算了，今晚不回家了...只好到处流浪了...我今天一早带着一堆东西出门，你要我怎么告诉我妈啊？” 秋燕太好了，她陪我诶！我们便去orchard的far east...谢谢小燕子，你真的真的好好啊！“妹啊，我是在是对不起你啊...那我晚上过来拿吧~” “你知道就好...你好了再告诉我好了...现在只好带着你的篮球流落街头了...” 其实也没那么狼狈啦，因为有秋燕陪我...她好棒哦！真的！不过，他的东西拿久了真的很多，又很重诶... “那我回来了就给你说哈~在街上的时候要注意安全哈~”秋燕看这sms时，说他很lame诶...但是我觉得很好笑啊~ 文峰哥哥还真诙谐诶~ =P虽然变得开心了，还是不要让他知道...因为我刚刚的确很伤心... “你是担心我还是你那粒$73的篮球啊？” 我酸溜溜的问他...“当然是我最可爱的妹啦~” oh my god...他真的是程文峰吗？太历史性了！快记下来，在22nd october, 文峰哥哥竟然哄我开心！不过，真的挺管用的...我好没用，明知是假的...不过我还是很喜欢听~！=P 文峰哥哥太会哄人了！ 还是不要显露我其实被他哄得超开心...“最好是这样咯...”我非常掩饰性的说...

然后，我便和秋燕到处逛，在far east休息室，她看了我的file, 指出了错字，风度翩翩我写错了啦！=X 还有，我真的超级糊涂诶，把file留在一间店里，幸好店员记得我...秋燕再次回去买bracelet时她还给我，并且还给我纸带装，让我方便拿...她真的很sweet诶！她一定有很多人追，人也长得很美~ =D是真的哦~！不然，我就白花了4, 5个小时画了...“你今晚几时有时间啊？” 文峰哥哥突然发简讯问我，“我还不是看你咯...你回去后还要出门啊？” 我以为他还要再出去..就问他...他竟然答，“啊，为了你我拼了命也要出来啊！” 干嘛那么drama啊？他很好笑诶...又哄我开心？！太稀奇了！他什么时候会逗我开心的啊？几乎从来都没有...但是...！这种话我最爱听了~呵呵~ =D 不知怎么了，就陪他一起dramatic了起来，“真的吗？啊！文峰哥哥！我好感动啊！”ok,我的没有那种effect...反而有点讨人厌...=X ops...呵呵~

后来就要回去了...因为他问我这种问题，就是已经到宿舍了，我应该可以去了...在mrt上，我sms他，“我什么时候可以来啊？” “我来找你吧，我求你了...” 我当时看不懂，“啊？什么意思啊？”“就是我来拿啊~” “啊？去那里拿啊？” 这是，mrt到bishan了，我下车，从秋燕手中接过篮球，说了拜拜后便看到有位子，就立刻坐了下来...走了一整天诶！我真的很累，脚痛得不得了...“你在哪里给我方便我就去哪里啊~作为对于我今天放你鸽子的补偿吧...” 文峰哥哥太好了！“这可是你说的哦！我现在在J8的地铁站...我走不动了...而且我还没吃晚餐，我要晕了...” “那你意思是现在我来J8？”其实，我也不知道，只是当时真的很累，要走去宿舍，唉...我真的办不到...而且，还没吃晚餐，又没人陪我... 然后，他sms说“那我现在过来，陪你吃饭吧~”

说我当时没什么是骗人的...我差点吓死...不过也好啦，有人陪我，而且，我是真的很累...='( “哦...谢谢...那我现在出来...” 于是，我便坐escalator上去，在地铁站外面，靠着一个玻璃墙...等了大概十分钟，我快死了，又没地方坐...他打电话来...听起来很喘诶...他好像在半走半跑...其实，我不怎么记得我们说了什么，只记得我一接电话，用那种快死了的语气，说了一个“喂？”他好像很急似的...讲话超级快，我有点听得乱乱的...“妹啊，你现在在哪里？”我看了看，呃...说在mrt station外面应该找得到吧？“我在地铁站外面...” “哦！好可怜啊，你在地铁站外面，我现在就赶过来...你不要这么死了，来，我给你一个惊喜，笑一个...” 呃...原来连他也会lame...冷掉...唉...我只能说“呃...”了...他说他在十字路口了，五分钟就到，因为周末，前门关了，只好走后门，而后门比较远，要花市分钟...他讲话真的超级快，我听得好乱啊！不过还好啦...挺可爱的~ =P 他问我吃了晚餐了吗，我说还没有...他说那他会陪我吃饭...虽然我是很想，可是我好像在耽误他的时间诶...=( “不好吧？” 然后他又来了，讲话超级快，我听不懂...呃...不过他好像遇到人啊，这么慌张的样子给人看到了不好，然后说他马上来了，叫我等他就挂了...

diaoz....-.-" 不过，当时的感觉是...呃...我是不是做出错误的选择了啊？>.< 哎哟...他都出来了...而且听到他那么喘，我有点内疚，虽然我是很累，但是刚刚坐了一会儿，好点了...所以，我不应该要他这么拼命的赶过来“救”我...不过，这样代表他在乎我吧？=) 不禁有点高兴...哎哟，我好像在幸灾乐祸诶... =X 但是，文峰哥哥好可爱哦！看他那么心疼我，好高兴~

后来我就等咯...好像一转眼五分钟就到了，他一来就是道歉，whoa, 我好可怜啊的...见到文峰哥哥，我好兴奋...我把篮球和纸袋交给他...他说谢谢，然后我就拿着那个file,因为他应该没有手再拿了...不过其实我几乎一整天就是这样...我拿着东西到处走...不过有秋燕帮拿“文”...他又开始道歉...他就说他赶出来的，所以穿拖鞋...我就看他的鞋子，真的诶！他那时真的好好笑~ =P 不知道为什么，我们开始走路...呃...因为根本没决定去那里吃，就没头没尾的走...-.-" diaoz...我觉得他真的很高...!而且他讲话真的好快，很像在赶火车什么的...我听得很辛苦，就一直"huh?!" 然后他重复了好几遍我还听不懂时，他就有那种“我讲话很不清楚吗？”的表情，我就只好道歉，因为他真的很高，我听不到...这是事实，我们差了一整个头，他真的超高！我很自卑诶...！他在宿舍吃的，所以不知道j8有什么东西吃，他说他得去提钱，但是如果找可以用netts的店，他就不用去提钱了...唉...有钱人...然后我们就走到bus interchange了...他说J8很多熟人，撞见的话会很尴尬...然后我就道歉...呃...我好像不应该道歉...而且，他问我要吃什么，我以为说“随便”会让他简单一点，谁知他说，“随便最难了...”啊...！哎哟...好烦恼哦... 然后过马路，不知不觉就到了ntuc那里...然后他真的很好笑，一直在那里要我讲话，因为我很静的话，他会很紧张，而且，会觉得对不起我...可是，我觉得他陪我出来时，我就已经不觉得他有什么对不起我了...不，其实我在一早，他发那个解释及道歉的简讯时，大概就不怎么觉得他欺负我了...还有，我一直不笑，把他整的好惨... 不过我又不是故意的...我笑不出嘛！我们过了j8外面的马路，他就摸了那球，突然说那篮球“好高级的球啊！”我听了好高兴，起码他识货，我超级欣慰诶...! “咦？你摸得出哦？” “打了那么多年的篮球，当然啦~” =D 好高兴！

不过真的好奇怪，从以前就一直期盼有一天，我可以和文峰哥哥出门...但是，不知为什么，没有那种非常，非常紧张的感觉...通常，我连在学校的走廊上和他擦肩而过时，都会感到紧张，又是还有点脸红，而且不敢看他..不过，当然我真的很高兴啦...我终于可以和我哥出门了...!而且，他一直很抗拒来j8...不过，他一听到我在j8,就立刻赶了过来了...*感动* 终于有我“哥”的感觉了...呵呵~然后，我们走了挺久的，还没到ntuc之前，我们就是讲话...我好喜欢能和他聊天的感觉，好像世上什么东西都可以谈，感觉好棒哦！因为平常都没有机会和勇气跟他讲话什么的...又是是因为向往学长在...他一直说那纸带好沉哦...应该是重的意思吧？然后我就道歉，他就一副“我要死了”的表情，问“东西重也要道歉啊？”不过，不是我的错吗？=( 还有再讲话咯，他说为什么我都不多讲话的，我说他很高诶...我一转过去，就会真的觉得很自卑...差几乎一整个头诶！但是跟他一起走的时候，呃...该怎么说呢？觉得好有安全感哦，而且，我根本不知道自己要走道哪里去，但是一点都不会担心，就一直讲话，感觉挺好的...然后，他说晚餐超级重要，一定要吃...我就说但是我没有钱（这是事实）他就说，“我有钱，我请你...” “不好吧？” 不过，其实很奇怪，因为好像有任何事都可以靠他似的...有他在就没问题... 好奇怪哦...而且，他在时，我根本不用想，就一直跟着他走也没关系...好奇怪啊！哥哥是会给妹妹这种感觉的吧？

看到一个foodcourt, 他问我介意在那里吃吗？我还没来得及回答，他就说“我想你应该不想吧？”其实，呃...我无所谓啊，我又不是什么千金大小姐，没有在咖啡店吃过..但是他就走了，我只是跟着他...到了ntuc后，我们走到一家面包店，我就进去看看，没什么胃口...然后他说吃一下蛋卷，充饥一下，然后才走回去j8吃晚餐吧...我们到那间店，他便把纸袋交给我，我在外面等，他进去买...他在我们要走去那里的途中说那蛋卷很好吃，一直推荐给我...哦！原来他说他喜欢吃肉干和蛋卷，就是这里的吧？出来后，他就帮我拿纸袋，把蛋卷交给我...我看了价钱，$2诶！而且只有四个...! 太贵了吧？！我就觉得很不好意思...要他请我...他又不是我的男朋友...哥哥会请妹妹吃东西的吗？不知道啦，他是我第一个“哥...”而且，我从来没有跟男生单独出去过...and to think, we just had sexuality education and they were strongly advising us against single dating...呃...不过这个应该不算dating吧？呃...突然想起他们说the definition of dating is going out with someone of the opposite sex...呃...惨了...哎哟，“兄妹”的不一样啦...我怎么觉得我在自欺欺人啊？哎哟... =X

文峰哥哥说不会贵，然后他很积极的要我试试看..我就把rubber band拿掉...我们又开始走回去...这时，发生了一件惊天动地的事情！就是，他开始把礼物拿出来..因为买完后，他拿给我，我就把纸袋交回给他...我拿那个蛋卷，他接过纸袋，说了一句，“好沉哦...”应该是重的意思吧？便开始看里面的东西，因为他之前没有看啊...我立刻吓了一大跳...!啊！！！ 他一开始看就拿那个巧克力...我便立刻开始咳嗽...文峰哥哥看到我突然停下脚步，反应还这么大，觉得有点怪...但是...他的反应太...好笑了...因为，他好像看不出那是安全套的形状...天啊！文峰哥哥是100%的正人君子！呵呵~！太好了！=) 后来，他说“是巧克力吧？” 我点头，不敢多说..整文峰哥哥计划失败...他放回去后开始看那个玻璃瓶...里面装了99颗星星哦！用吸管作的诶！不容易哦！我妹妹教我教的快吐血了啦...而且每一颗作完了后，我都会许愿，希望文峰哥哥的o水准考得超棒，L1R5有6分！其实，我还偷偷许了自己小小的愿，就是希望文峰哥哥可以把我当亲妹妹，对我很好...他看这个比较没什么反应...秋燕说男孩子不喜欢星星的...看来是真的...不过他没说什么...然后，他放回纸带，便问我，“你还没开啊？”“我有开啊！只是不知道怎么吃...” 然后他答得好经典，“打开，用手拿到嘴巴面前然后吃...” 哈哈~所以我就拿起来了，“里面包什么啊？” “花生，你试试看好不好吃，真的很好吃的...” (.") 真的吗？ “可是我吃相很丑， 你转过去...” 他听了，好像要晕了...“好，好”他就转头，没有看我...然后下一秒又转回来问我，“好了吗？”天啊！谁能用一秒吃完啊？！很不幸的，他转回来时我正开始咬...天啊！='( 我的吃相不好看的...！ 然后他很enthu的问“好吃吗？” “还好...” “还好就是很勉强，就是等于不好...” “没有啦！我根本还没咬到里面...!” 我咬进里面后，他又问我，“好吃...” 原来这就是他说喜欢吃的蛋卷~ 挺好吃的哦~ 不过，我咬下去后开始后悔，因为花生会粘牙齿...而且我们一直很近距离诶...太不好了...！ 我就一直在确定牙齿里没有什么东西...不过真的是好吃~而且第一个文峰哥哥买给我的东西~=) 呵呵~ =D 开玩笑啦！不过，当然有点纪念的价值...我为他做了那么多，这是第一次他请我...然后就走回J8了，他问我还没吃完哦？我说“起码有进展嘛！”他只能同意...因为我真的是有咬啊！文峰哥哥说我们要去J8，我便说“可是会遇到熟人诶...” 他竟然说，“熟人就熟人咯，管他的，吃重要...”哦！好感动啊！我就默默的笑了...他真的是很抗拒去那里的...不过，那天（昨天）...我担心耽误他的时间，问他不用读书吗？他竟然回“不用...” 天啊！我读的那么惨，那么辛苦，考得超逊，他竟然拿7分！有点不爽...不过，他好聪明啊！好佩服文峰哥哥哦~太厉害了！走路时，我们大多一直讲话，他叫我要笑，因为我一直都不笑，真的好像超级不爽他...我就一直“我没有啦！”

过马路回到bus interchange时，他问我不是要和家人一起去吃晚餐的吗？我就答“不去了...应该不会怎么样吧...” 他就开始说，很迟了，如果他们问起，就说“是我硬拉筱文出来的...”是这样的吗？好像都是我有点咄咄逼人害他从宿舍里赶出来的...而且，中国的孩子8, 9点晚上没到家，父母就会超着急...他说他有一个朋友就是这样...他的母亲会打电话到他的手机，便说“文峰啊，你怎么带我儿子出去到这么晚？”他说他好无辜哦，因为每次都是他的朋友先找他出去玩的...好惨哦！=X 后来我们过马路到J8之前的那段路程， 我问他宿舍几点关门，他说他几点回去就几点关...我有点听不太明白，所以他就很耐心的解释，但我记得amos有被罚过，因为他迟回宿舍...太奇怪了啦！=X 不过，都已经那么迟了，他还在陪我，应该是没关系吧？ 他问我知不知道j8哪里有东西吃...我就说我只来j8上课...他问我时补习吗？因为我当时还在吃，所以只能盖着嘴巴，猛摇头...我觉得那画面一定超好笑...没说我是在J8上吉他课的...然后我们就走到一楼的DBS bank那里排队提钱...我吃完了一个，就收起来，放在纸带里，没有再吃了..我觉得人家提款时不应该在附近，所以就站得远远的...我觉得并没有什么不对...为了保安嘛...文峰哥哥用手把我招过来，我就走过去，他问我“干嘛站的那么远？” 然后我不知怎么回答...“放心，我不会怕你偷看我的密码，反正我也没钱...” 骗人...谁都看得出他是超级的有钱人... 但是，他好像并不讨厌我，不然就不会陪我啦~而且，他应该也不算怕别人看到我们在一起误会...我就站在他旁边咯，但是到他时，我就站得比较远一点...后来他好了我们就不知要去那里...他就问我要吃什么，我说“随便...” 他又要晕了，“又是随便？！”我就有点急了，“好吧，你决定咯...” “我怎么知道你喜欢吃什么啊？那我就选最便宜的...” 我们走到kfc, mcdonalds那边...我这时就有点开玩笑似，有点叛逆的说“我要最贵的...” 我只是一时贪玩罢了，不是认真的...他问我kfc呢？我说太油了...他就问我那个英文餐厅的...我就说“啊？！”他很好笑，就指delifrance,说那个D什么的...我就说，“你是在开玩笑吗？” “那里贵吗？”“那里真的超贵诶！” 然后他就立刻走过去，“那走吧！”

我就追过去，“不要啦！很贵诶...” 谁知他已经进去了，然后在找位子...他走过几乎整个前面的地方，在走回来，说这里怎么没有位...然后我们走去后面，找到一个位子，就把东西放下来，我坐在他的对面...他好像挺惨的，那纸带不轻诶...我们坐了一下，歇了脚，他就问会有waiter来吗？我就说“呃...好像没有诶...” “去柜台选吗？那我陪你吧~” “呃...可是东西呢？” “留在这里吧，有人要拿的话就让他拿吧~” 我听了，反应挺大的，“我存的很惨诶！”他就陪我到柜台，他看到menu,问是英文吗？我说是法文...我就点了一个egg sandwich...忘了它的名了啦... =X 文峰哥哥问我决定了吗，然后我指给他后，他叫我点，因为他英文很烂，一开始讲英文会被人笑死...呵呵~有这么惨吗？然后我就点时，不知怎么了，有点怪怪的...点了后，服务人员问“table number?” 我就觉得超尴尬，超丢脸，就说我没有注意，就自己走回去看...table 21...然后再回去柜台，文峰哥哥问我桌子的号码，我说二十一，他说跟她说...为什么他在时我好像很白痴啊？而且很像变成了那种小鸟依人的小妹妹？！太奇怪了...然后服务人员问要set meal吗？我说要...然后文峰哥哥就点了ice lemon tea...服务人员问take away or having here?我没有听清楚，就要她repeat...后来就觉得，天啊！我什么时候连点食物都这么...笨...? 文峰哥哥便给钱，我看了价钱，$10.20...啊？！ 天啊！这么贵？！

然后我们就回去坐了....文峰哥哥问我“你是不是每次都这么害羞？还是---” 呃...“没有啦，因为刚刚她问table number, 我没有注意到，就觉得很丢脸...” “不会啊，不用觉得丢脸...” 哇，我觉得好像小妹妹诶...太奇怪了...好像小了好几岁...然后我们就坐着等食物来得当儿，他就开始看那些礼物了...他先把抱着的盒子拿出来...问我可以开吗？我就说，“好啊~”然后他就开始拆咯...我看他开的那么小心，觉得太奇怪了...因为，我一概认为男孩子开礼物都是特别粗鲁的...看他开的那么辛苦似的，而且他不小心弄到那个wrapper，我就说他其实可以整个拆开来的...“开的这么小心，你不是这样开的吗？”我就做了暴力的男人开发的示范...文峰哥哥看了，看着我，问我“我有这么暴力吗？” 弄得我不懂怎么回答...“不是吗？我有看过你拆啊~” “拆什么啊？” 还不就是那只情人节买来整他的小狗狗...不过我没有说，就一直看他拆...他问，“又是盒子？这个不会是枇杷膏吧？”“不是...” 终于，他开完一边了，往里面看了一下，然后摆出一种，“是什么啊？”的表情...我说把整个拿出来吧~他拿出来后，看了那个盒子，不知道是什么来的...他说“我不会看英文...” 我就把盒子转一下，给他看有华文字的那一边...他看了，把鸡精的盒子打开，看了里面的瓶子，便把它收起来...然后好像快晕了，然后还很勉强的为了正在看得有点惊讶的我，笑了笑，说，“很有创意...” 啊？！ 创意？他是不是误会什么了啊？ 他问我要怎么用，是吃饭前放一瓶在饭里吗？我听了，吓了超大的一跳...“是拿来喝的...” 我快晕了...“啊？！真的啊？我以为是调味料...我还在想，干嘛送我调味料...” “我没有那么无聊好不好？”我开口说，不过后来想了想，我是挺无聊的..便加了一句，“呃..可能有吧...” “有一种调味料也叫鸡精诶...” 太新鲜了！我完全没听过...“真的吗？” “对啊...” 后来，好像是他的ice lemon tea来了...老实说，我有点忘了发生的事情的次序了...=P抱歉...

呃...大概吧~不过他没有喝，我对服务人员道谢...然后把file拿给他，“这个也是诶...”他挺惊喜地说“这个也是啊？是什么呢？”我想起，秋燕说有错字，便立刻说，“可是里面有错字诶...”他把里面的东西拿出来..然后第一看到那封信...瞄了一眼就放在桌子上他的一边...后来，他就看那个封面...他开始笑了...然后他好像觉得那个拉的东西很有趣...我写了“生日快乐”然后用纸有技巧的剪了，粘在上面，所以一拉绳子时，可以看到里面的字...he seemed so amused by it...太好笑了，我就一直笑...然后他就看第二面了，因为只是稍微看一下...他的画像...“啊？！”惊讶...我急忙说画的不像...他边读边笑的...他看了comic的第一篇时，问我花了多少时间画的...我就老实的答“大约4, 5个小时...” 他吓到了...又翻，然后看到我洗了那粒送他的篮球，便说，“你有洗过啊？”他就看了篮球一眼，好像重心用不同的眼光看它...呵呵~“这么好的东西要拿回去慢慢欣赏...”hm...文峰哥哥对我真好...他重新放回去，就“咦？”了一声...他好像记得最前面有一张白纸，可是现在没有了...他就把那封面换过来放...然后放在一边，后来看到桌子上还有一个张纸，“怪不得...好像少了什么...” 我这时就开始一直笑个不停...他把纸放回去，然后试图要把文件夹放进纸袋里，但是放不下，我看了又开始笑了，把它拿出来，说“我先拿着吧”...他就奇怪的看着我...他说他觉得那个wrapper很高级...他不舍得丢，他觉得太可惜了...我觉得超惊讶，因为那个wrapper有baby bugs bunny和 baby lola bunny...是我故意挑的...因为那时他说“干吗老是发这种幼稚的短信？”在酸我幼稚，所以我故意挑那个来整他的...结果太失败了...“啊？！会吗？”文峰哥哥这是竟然问，“你不觉得吗？”看来，我真的对文峰哥哥不够了解...他拆wrapper上面的scotchtape拆得很小心，拆得美美的...然后放进纸袋里面...把纸袋移比较靠近我们时， 那个handle勾到了那个menu...我看了觉得很好笑，就一直笑...文峰哥哥被我lame死了...“这样也好笑啊？”他就开始喝那个暂时隔在哪儿的ice lemon tea...

不过没有吸管，他就整个杯子拿起来喝...他又开始道歉那天放我鸽子的事...因为早上真的迟起，过后又出门，然后一回到宿舍，想先冲个凉，可是我发简讯来，听到我没吃饭，就赶出来了...我听了，心里暗喜...还窃喜ing...后来，我的食物来了...我就不停的对服务人员说，"thank you, thank you, thank you..."然后我就看了放在一个篮子的餐具...看到了吸管，就拿给文峰哥哥，“这好像是给你的...” “哦...”我望着那个食物，不知要怎么吃，决定先喝汤好了...是mushroom汤，味道还好啦...我便开始喝...而且挺注意我吃的时候的样子...我后来就有点闷，就把脸靠在左手上，用右手拿汤池喝汤...然后这时，文峰哥哥好像一直都在看我，突然说了一句“哇...好可爱...”我听了，便开始不停的咳嗽...一下子就停了，就有点害羞的继续喝...不过他好会作弄人...不过，有点高兴... =P 竟然说我可爱...好像是他太闷了...我喝时望着他，觉得他好像很闷，便说，“我好像把你软禁在这里...” 他说不会...可是我还是有点内疚...后来有人打电话给他...他那晚好像很忙，好多人找他...而且他用英文回答，"yes" "no" 的，都是很短的回答...他挂了电话后，我看着他，他就说那个人讲英文的，他听不懂，早知道让我听...我听了又开始笑了...他就问我为什么一直笑...“你刚刚不是说我笑很少的吗？”“对啊，可是你吃饭的时候就一直狂笑，该笑的时候不笑...”呵呵~我常常都是吃饭时一直笑...呵呵~很奇怪...

后来我不想再喝汤了，又不想吃garlic bread,因为吃了过后，味道很重，而且文峰哥哥这么近，不太好吧？所以拿着餐具，然后一副不知所措的样子不知怎么开始...文峰哥哥看了，说不用用餐具好了，直接用手拿起来吃好了...我决定听取他的建议...我还是不懂该如何开始吃，然后文峰哥哥好体贴，他说，“我不看你，我玩手机的游戏，你吃吧...”文峰哥哥说我一定要吃完，每一片蔬菜，每一滴沙拉酱，每一个番茄，整个东西...我就说“啊？！” 哪有这样的啊？！我说晚餐不是很重要啊...“晚餐超级重要，而且你这么瘦...” 我听了，立刻回，“我哪里瘦啊？” “你很瘦，我的父母都以为我在这里受虐待，说我很瘦，你比我还瘦...他们看了你一定会说“你父母怎么虐待你啊？没有给你吃饭？””我听了，觉得伯父伯母好疼文峰哥哥哦...“哪有？我跟你差不多”（我当时是看手的）“而且你很高啊~”然后，我终于拿起来吃的时候，把蔬菜拿出来，然后想一口放进去，结果弄脏嘴巴了...太丢脸了，文峰哥哥突然说“滴出来了...”我那边什么也看不到，就很白痴的问他，“啊？！是我拿出来的...”“滴出来了...”然后有人打电话给他，他就接了...我看了另外一边看到那个filling真的滴出来了...! =X 好白痴啊！他一挂电话，我就看着他问他怎么了，他就说“没有..” 我有点不信，他看出了我不信，说“真的...”

我觉得我好像小妹妹... =X 而且像是那种超级依赖文峰哥哥的那种...-.-" 现在回想起来，我有点受不了自己...而且我记得我当时是用那种可怜兮兮的眼神望着他的...哦！太恶心了...=X 就吃了一点，一直擦嘴巴，因为很脏，文峰哥哥骗人的，他还是一直看上来，因为他的游戏一直输...他说我很静诶，平常很多话，可是一跟他出去就他特别静...我觉得挺惊讶，他怎么知道我平常很多话的？就问他，他说他猜的...他说他变得超多话，我问“会吗？” “不会吗？我从刚刚到现在都一直在讲话啊...”呃...有道理， 但是他原来是那么多话的，想当时，我还说他应该改名成“少话...”看来不是很适合文峰哥哥...=X 后来我真的吃不下了，才咬了几口，然后就不想吃了...文峰哥哥问我，“不好吃吗？” 我不知怎么回答，说“还好...” “你知道吗？还好就是等于不好...” 我急忙说，“那，很好，很好...” 文峰哥哥快被我气晕了...我问他要吗，他回，“我吃过了，不用...” 然后我就超烦恼，真的不想吃...文峰哥哥本来在玩游戏的，后来，他输了，就开始盯着我...我问他怎么了，因为他一输就反应挺大的...他就说那游戏好难哦...然后他就拿给我看...是snake2吧，I think...我就看他玩，他一下就死了，因为转弯真的超难，速度很快...他叫我试试嘛，我不要，因为我的手动过那个sandwich,又还没洗，不想弄脏他的手机...他就好像有点失望...好像就是要看我出丑...呵呵~后来那个人就来把我的汤收走了...文峰哥哥说我再不吃也会被收走的...我说我并不介意...

文峰哥哥突然说，“不要吃就不要吃吧~”我说钱我会还他的...他说，不用，算他请我...我觉得很不好意思，“是你生日诶...” “对啊，我生日就我请啊...” “是这样的吗？应该是我请你吧？” “我通常生日时约朋友出去玩都是我给钱的...” “哦...可是我很不好意思诶...” “你送我这么多东西，我才不好意思...” 我就试着要拿那个文峰哥哥放在比较靠近他那边的receipt,可是文峰哥哥的手脚太快了，抢了过去，把它放倒反，不让我看到价钱..而且放在我懂不到的地方...我手太短了，根本动不到，所以没办法...只好放弃...不过我说，“我知道多少...$10.20” 文峰哥哥回答，“错，五块钱...” 天啊！他骗谁啊？！我虽然常被他耍，但没有那么笨啦！delifrance的食物诶！没办法了，暂时不提了...

然后我真的不想吃，文峰哥哥说对面那个coffee bean怎样？我不打算又让他破费，就说不要...他竟然说他知道旁边有泰国餐，楼下有日本餐，他不相信每一个国家的都不适合我...天啊！！哎哟...然后他说不然搭德士去chinatown吃川菜...“四川不都是辣的吗？” “不是...” “哦，我知道，我有看到那个照片...” 我问他四川菜是是不是都配饭的...他说是...我就问他，“对了，成都年底冷吗？” “不会，很温暖...”他还一副认真的样子...! 文峰哥哥耍人一流，我要不是早就知道了的话，我早就被他骗去了...好厉害啊！不然，就是我太笨了，老是被他骗却不知道还信以为真...(.") “你骗我！” “没骗你！” “你真的要去那里吗？”这么晚了，不怎么实际吧？“随便...” “又是随便？！”他被我气死了..我急忙说，“你决定吧~” “去哪里也要我决定啊？那好吧，我们现在买机票飞去中国玩...” 我听了，说“好啊~！” “你还说好？！”不过，若是去中国，有文峰哥哥陪我，那我当然会去咯~毕竟，有当地人陪我到处走，是比较好玩的，而且又是我哥哦~况且，我是真的挺想去的嘛... 我看文峰哥哥快被我弄晕了...“看电影？太迟了...”有人传简讯给他...他看了，说“晚上去逛J8...” “这么晚吗？” 后来，他说，“我想送你回家诶...”分明想这样，还绕了一大圈...(.") 不过，那时的确挺晚了...文峰哥哥好有责任感哦！我觉得我妈妈一定爱死他了...呃...呵呵~这样说很奇怪... “哦...那好吧...” “走吧~” 我们就离开delifrance了...

走出来要到mrt站那里，文峰哥哥问我怎么回家的，是搭mrt吗？还是巴士？我就答巴士咯...他问我需要他送我回家吗？虽然我是很想啦，不过，有点太麻烦他了...我觉得有点不好意思...他问我确定不用吗？男人送女孩子回家是天经地义的事情...后来走一半有人sms文峰哥哥，他好像觉得很不耐烦...我就问他“你收到简讯的时候都是这种反应吗？” “什么反应？” “就是觉得很烦...” “不是，是出去的时候...我待在宿舍时没有人找，一出来就大家都找我...” 我当时会这么问是因为我以前每天都发简讯给他...担心他觉得我很烦... =( 不过，我应该还好吧？而且，最近我都没有再每天烦他了...后来，妈打电话来，本来我们应该继续走的，但是我停了下来，因为我对妈撒谎，不希望文峰哥哥听到...因为我不可能告诉她实话，说我是去见文峰哥哥...虽然说是“哥哥，” 而且他真的是非常好的一个正人君子，可是我妈超无聊...文峰哥哥站在一旁等我...我妈交待不要自己回家...我停了，觉得她说的有道理，还是小心为妙，但是，有文峰哥哥陪，我觉得应该不会怎么样...所以我还是决定看情况吧...

挂了电话，文峰哥哥问是不是父母打来催了，因为很晚了...我说是...他问我搭哪里的巴士...我指对面的巴士站...他好像知道是410, 问我是410吗？他问我搭哪里的...我说是在RI外面的...文峰哥哥说前面的另一站比较近...“是吗？” “对啊，只需要过一个交通灯，另外的需要过两个...不过你习惯在哪里搭车？” 我指RI那里的方向“那里的．．．”“好吧，那我陪你走去那里...” 我听了，觉得有点诧异，问“你不是也要走那边吗？” “没有...我得回去J8...我先陪你才回去...”我停了，有点伤心...这么快就要分开了...唉...怎么跟他在一起时，时间终是过得特别快...他以前还在choir时，practice一眨眼就完了...我们要走到十字路口过交通灯之前，得走一段路...文峰哥哥很担心遇到熟人...我感到特别为难，因为我的存在仿佛在带给他困扰...后来，他看到前面有人迎面而来，突然反应好大，我便自然的以为他遇到熟人了，就停下脚步...不走了...我是打算离他远一点，这样就不会被误会了吧？他立刻察觉到我没有走了，停下，转身问我干嘛？我叫他先走...他叫我继续走...我就只好听了...走过那些人过后，走在比较前面的文峰哥哥转过来，说那些人是中年人，他怎么可能认识？！我听了，和他一起笑了起来...文峰哥哥好像知道我突然停下的原因...很明显吗？我觉得要了解我为何那么做，没有人会知道吧？但是，文峰哥哥却好像知道我的想法...而且我本来还很伤心的，虽然我了解文峰哥哥的困扰，他的担心，但是我认为我们是“兄妹，”就算被看到在一起了，也没什么大不了的...不过，对他不一样吧？但是，他弄我笑了...

继续走，他又开始说我不讲话的事...他说他已经跟我道歉了...我真的已经不生他的气了！他说我觉得他很闷...其实不回啊！文峰哥哥很有趣，我觉得跟他相处的每一分，每一秒，都好幸福，好有趣...而且都很值得重新回味...还说什么我抱着那种看戏的心态...把他当成那种马戏团里耍杂技的，看他能耍什么花样...我没有啦！哎哟...听他这么说，我说“今天好像是你耍我比较多...”他听了，顶了我一句，“对啊！所以你就要报复，就故意装出很冷的态度，然后心理想，hng~看你能耍什么把戏...” 我没有啦！冤枉啊！跟他辩论，我几乎是稳输的诶...所以决定不要浪费精力，只好默认了...不过，他的hng ~很像是用假音讲的，听起来很好笑...因为是bass的，他的声音是低，而且低的很好听的，所以学我声音的时候，很好笑...~要等着过第一个traffic light之前，文峰哥哥有开始说那纸带很沉,我有点内疚...说“我帮你拿好了...” “男人怎么可以让女孩子帮忙拿东西？”而且，他说这样他更内疚，这么重的东西他让一个女孩子拿着到处走了一整天...算他还有良心~呵呵~开玩笑啦，文峰哥哥也不是故意放我鸽子的...而且我反而觉得我宁愿他对不起我两次来换2个小时和他相处，能更加了解文峰哥哥的机会...我还是要帮他，但他不肯...所以我想抢，但他反应真的好快，我只能绕着他走了一圈，试图抢，但还是抢不到...他躲得好厉害...我真失败...被他耍得团团转...我便放弃了...后来，绿灯了，我们开始走...文峰哥哥对我说，“我很自私的，别人送的东西我不准别人碰...” 我就嘟着嘴，说“只是帮你拿一下罢了...” 他却说不行...我就暗暗自喜...然后微微的笑了...那表示我送的东西他都挺珍惜的咯？他好像有看到我笑..我觉得文峰哥哥好会哄我...

我们过了交通灯，在J8 condominium的外面...他以为要等很久才能过，但是，不到一会儿，就绿灯了...他有一副惊讶的样子，“诶？” 我看了觉得挺好笑，就笑了...我们又过马路...我们走在RI的外面...我看到灯是亮的，就觉得挺新鲜的...后来我又静了下来...文峰哥哥问“你怎么又不讲话了？” 他快被我无意的整死了，我连忙道歉，“对不起...只是，很暗嘛...” 是很暗，因为迟了丫...而且我们孤男寡女的，有点奇怪...不过，我觉得有文峰哥哥在，我应该不会遇到危险...hm...好有安全感哦...~ ^^ 但是，没有人陪我回，我有点怕...他把篮球单手的从网里拿出来，我看着他...然后，他单手打球...我看得入神...秀了一整子后，他看着我说，“其实我打球打得很差...” 我可能因为有点担心待会儿要怎么办，我们就要分开了，以后可能无法见面了，没有听清楚，我竟然听成“向往打篮球很差...” 天啊！我就听了，觉得很奇怪，就问“干嘛突然讲他的坏话？” 文峰哥哥就很耐心的说，“我说，我的篮球打得很差...” 我听了，觉得很尴尬，我怎么会听错，错的那么利普？！真是的...哎哟...“哪里会啊？” “你怎么知道？你有没有看过...” “没看过就不可以懂吗？”他说他觉得很抱歉，因为我有洗过那篮球，但是他拿来打在地上...我说“没关系，反正篮球本来就是拿来打的嘛...”他好像没有注意到篮球上的那个“文”字...不过，我写的很小，也难怪...

我们走到巴士站了，他做在中间的位子...我站着，他看了，说“坐啊..~” 我就坐在他的旁边...唉...就要走了...我们就坐在那里，等410来...文峰哥哥担心看到熟人，因为一男一女的，难免会引起误会...我很明白他的心情...后来，他跟一个走过的人说"hi..."然后对我说，那是他的tutor...他的英文发音挺准的，我不觉得他的英文真的有他说的那么差...真的！我问他不用去J8吗？他说他要看我安全上车后才去...我听了，有万分的感动...虽说男人应该这样...但没有人说文峰哥哥一定要这样...他就好像要先回去放礼物...我突然想到file还在我手上...就说，“还有这个诶...” 他看了，拿着，说“对诶，还有这个...”后来我们在等待时，我现在回想起来...为何我没有告诉他我想说的话，谢谢他肯出来陪我，谢谢他给我的回忆...还有，问他我以前都好想问的问题...为什么我没有拿出手机要拍他的照片？但是和他在一起时，时间过得好快，而且我完全没有预料到那时应该是我最后一次机会了...因为跟他在一起时，觉得好自在...有点奇怪...因为通常我连远远望着他都觉得很紧张...可能因为文峰哥哥其实很有亲和力吧~只是我没有机会感受到...因为他好像都不想跟我讲话...

他可能赶时间，突然说410的效率很差...很少人搭，而且要等一趟车要等那么久,干嘛还要...浪费国家资源...我觉得，有这么严重吗？而且他讲的时候振振有词的...他说pretrol很贵，问我有读chem吗？我立刻说我的chem不及格...文峰哥哥说，“你中四会读到石油很宝贵...” “哦~”文峰哥哥突然问我不觉得他很奇怪吗？"不会啊~为什么？" 他说他常常转话题，现在跟我讲chemistry,刚在跟我讲篮球...他问我不觉得奇怪吗？我说“不会啊~” 他不相信，“不会吗？”我摇头...我觉得很可爱...~但没说啦...“很多跟我出去的人都说“文峰，你很奇怪诶””“你以前的女朋友呢？”“女朋友？” “对啊，德峰学长说的...” “哦？是吗？怎么我有女朋友我自己都不知道啊？”我听了好高兴，而且开始笑...后来，文峰哥哥看到一个人在马路对面，就拿出手机...他看到我觉得奇怪，向我解释，是韦利，我的学姐...哎哟，我怎么可能不懂她是我学姐啊？我问约他的人是韦利吗？他说是，他们要去买田慧的生日礼物...哦...原来是韦利...文峰哥哥打通了过后，叫她停下来...然后叫她转身，有没有看到一个拿着篮球的帅哥？那就是他了...我本来不打算出声的，但是我忍不住，开始咳嗽了...天啊~文峰哥哥可以跟我比不要脸...不过，我觉得我比他更强~他说他要先回宿舍放东西...这时，410来了，但是因为来得有点突然，所以我并没有去叫车...410就这样走了...我看了，就“啊！”了一声...

文峰哥哥赶时间，所以就一副要死了的样子，说“你怎么不叫住车？”我觉得我好贱，我当时竟然在暗喜，因为我可以跟他相处... 但是，文峰哥哥真的得回去了... 我这时就连忙说“你走吧...”虽然我不希望他走，他能够留下来陪我，但是...我还是叫他走...文峰哥哥站着，告诉我他得先走了，叫我要小心，现在很晚了，还有如果遇到坏人就答电话给他，他会来救我的...但是我知道，如果我真的遇到坏人，等他来的话，早已经来不及了...后来，他很匆忙的说了"拜拜"就拿着礼物，篮球，我说了“拜拜，”他就走了...我独自在巴士站，感觉有点空虚...

后来，我走回去J8去等妈来载我...走了一半，文峰哥哥sms我，“上车了吗？注意安全哦~” “我妈不放心我一个人回，她要来载我...” “那你现在在什么地方？” “走路咯，走回J8...” “我也去那边~” 呃...我该说什么吗？“哦...” 我还能够说什么呢？

回到家后，冲了凉，文峰哥哥传简讯给我，说，“回去了吗？” “恩，到家了，不过被痛骂了一顿...” 后来，想想，没有谢谢他...“对了，今天谢谢你...=) 我过得挺开心的~” “啊？ 你挨骂了？你妈是怎么想的？她的电话号码是多少？我和她谈！”看到文峰哥哥这么激动，觉得好感动...当然，我拒绝给他，文峰哥哥会被骂死的...

不过，那天几乎是我最高兴的一天...我会永远记得那天的...谢谢文峰哥哥，让我希望你能对我更好的愿望实现...~^^ 以后...应该没有这种机会可以和你出去了...

I have bought 文峰哥哥's basketball... it's spalding composite leather. it actually looks quite nice... actually, it costs $71.40 but then... they were out of stock the day I went to buy the basketball. so, the shop attendant asked me if i mind taking the one on display... so... after taking into consideration the fact that i liked that ball... and she was willing to give me a 15% discount. the ball is new anyway, just that it is on display... and she also gave me the net... which in actual fact looks completely horrendous... -.-" and i don't think i want to give 文峰哥哥the net... anyway, it ruins the whole presentation of the wonderful ball...

so, i went home with this huge bag of winter wear... (obviously, i need to buy winter wear... because of the trip to chengdu...i went to orchard with my mother before going to amk to buy his basketball) and the basketball... i was desperately scrubbing off the price tag and the sticky remains of it...and it was so heavy... ='( i feel like i'm doing weight lifting... from orchard to amk and then to bishan... in which i had to walk and then take a bus and then climb the over head bridge... 哭ing...

anyway, the night before that day I was really very troubled... because I had to make a decision on which basketball to get him. and i couldn't make up my mind... was it the $102 spalding one that huiyi recommends? the converse $60 one? there were just so many choices... and the burning question... will wenfeng like the one that i choose?

so, i sms-ed him. “我很怕我会做出错误的选择...我对买篮球一窍不通...你建议我买哪一种？我真的很怕买了后你不喜欢...怎么办？！*哭ing* ='(” and then, surprisingly, he was fast to reply... “这么麻烦你啊...那就别送了吧...麻烦你我很过意不去的。” “不可以...这是你的生日礼物...我知道你有多喜欢篮球...” “那就买你擅长买的东西吧，有个心意就行了，我已经很感谢了。” diaoz... what i'm good at buying... i'm only good at buying things that are for girls... that totally do not suit a guy... and if i remember correctly, the first time i gave him a gift, it was snatched away without any struggle... (.'') ok, i shall stop being petty... “谢谢你...不过若我买我擅长买的东西，谁能保证你会喜欢啊？我是在考虑这粒spalding nba composite leather, all surface的...听起来适合你用吗？” “随便啦，我也没什么讲究，买你喜欢的就行~”

看了他的短信后，我真的放心了许多...谢谢你，文峰哥哥...真的很谢谢你...这么一来，我可以安心了...谢谢你...so, i switched off my handphone and was about to go to bed... for some reason, i didn't... i turned my handphone on again and it started ringing... “那随你便吧，你送的我都喜欢~” 看到这短信，不知为什么，我开始哭了...是高兴而哭吗？是难过吗？感动？我不太懂...但是，我知道，这是我认识文峰哥哥说过最好听，最，最，最，像我哥的一句话...真的好谢谢你...

“谢谢你...真的非常谢谢你...*感动落泪*” “干嘛谢我...我是收礼物的人诶...” “谢谢你的那句话...不过把我弄哭了...” “那别哭了...我又没欺负你...” 哈哈~ 呵呵~ 我发觉每当他知道我哭，或是想哭，就会有点...呃...该说是，不知所措？就会，说“你别哭了啦...”什么的...哈哈~真可爱！=P i'm just kidding... but then again, i was really grateful to him...他那句话把我哄得超高兴...虽然他很可能是在说谎来哄我开心...不过，我认识的文峰哥哥是不会哄人的Y~所以，听到他第一次哄我，可能是感动吧？就开始哭了...不过，说实在的，他常欺负我...哈哈哈~被他看到会被骂死咯~呵呵~反正他不会来看我的blog的啦！没有啦！偶尔欺负我罢了...呵呵~唉...人家都要走了，还是不要这么记仇了啦！我想记得最完美的文峰哥哥，把他留在回忆里...

anyway, i heard that they are tearing down the temp block today... the temp block which is full of memories of this whole year... ... haiz... i still remember the times when I walked past 4/4 classroom and looked inside to see wenfeng yawning... haha~ that was probably still the time when i liked him... not as an elder brother type... but then, even now, i think i treat him exceptionally well even for a "younger sister..."

i'm drawing a comic of everything from the beginning... from the time i first noticed him, when i knew his name, when he first talked to me, when i got the star with his name... to now... but i've barely started...and actually, i ought to be studying for o level chinese... but then again... i think the sec 3 and sec 4 syllabus is more important... i only have the sec 1 and 2 词语手册... borrowing from my senior! love shi ping~ =D getting it from her tomorrow...! sec 4s are stopping their lessons... ... their last day was on wednesday... ='( after that, it's practical and o levels written paper...i will pray that wenfeng will get 6 points for his L1R5...文峰哥哥，你一定要加油！我什么都不能够为你做...对不起...我帮不上你任何忙...除了把那元气苹果的简讯传给你，要你加油，祝你好运...我什么也不能为你做...

If only i could be of more help... ='( anyway, i need to look for straws... my sister taught me how to fold them... they're rather ugly... but, still passable.. i'm making 99... i don't have time to make 999, what with the comic drawing... i managed to complete one comic of 3 pages in 3,4 hours... it explains the buying process and the searching process of his basketball... it's done quite well... only, wenfeng doesn't look like wenfeng.. and i don't look like me inside... haha~ we look much more... nicer... haha~ seems like i'm insulting him and myself... haha~ =)

anyway, 加油！我也在准备考试！一起努力吧！我一定要拿一个A1回来，这样我才配当你的“妹...” so... better log off now... i will start studying tomorrow officially... i've been slacking like hell for these 5 days of holidays... it's time i started work... or there won't be much time... i really want to get an A1 for o level chinese...文峰哥哥，你也一定要考得超棒哦~

寻找文峰哥哥的篮球...today, I went to k-box in amk central with lin xiu and huiyi... and we went to sportslink to look at the basketballs. huiyi recommends the most expensive one... it costs $102 and something cents... (.") haiz.... so expensive... I have to make it clear my budget is maximum $100... no more than that... not even a single cent...

actually, i have NEVER given anybody such an expensive gift... at most, I'll just spend $40 plus...? NEVER will I spend more than $50... actually, i don't have to buy a basketball... but then, I have never known 文峰哥哥to be actually rather excited when I asked him a question. but because of basketball...he was... and I know how much he loves basketball...I once glimpsed him trying out the style when he shoots... though i've never seen him play before, he should be quite good... speaking of which, i haven't seen him play before... =(

anyway, huiyi's 2nd choice is this $71 plus basketball.. it can be used for outdoor and indoor. and obviously, it's leather... it has gold letters on it... i don't know what some words on the basketball mean... huiyi was also stumped by one ... how am i supposed to buy a good ball that is cheaper than it should be when i barely know anything about basketballs? But honestly, i don't exactly like it much.

i know... the basketball is 文峰哥哥's... not mine... but if someone who knows nothing about basketball's quality can fall in love with it, then... it's bound to be good... er- right? i don't know... anyway, i'll be buying the ball early..don't want to be in a hurry or anything...

anyway, i have no idea if he has examinations on that day... so, i don't know how to give it to him on his birthday...26th october... i heard that they start o levels practical examinations on the 25th... er-

and ann said that today is the sec 4's last day... so, they were reciting the pledge deliberately slowly today.... it was quite funny actually... haha~ but... if that's the case... i won't see him like, from now onwards...

haiz... anyway, i'm going to look around orchard tomorrow. and looking for long straws... so that i can learn how to fold straw stars from my sister.=) to see if there is a basketball that's cheap and likeable.

converse sells one that is $60+++and I like it. =) it's also outdoor and indoor... but i don't know if it's as good... and it has a tournament word there... haha~ not that it's useful, but it looks great... =)

I don't know how 文峰哥哥will react when he receives the ball that i choose...

should i lie and say that it's cheap? so that he will use it to play? or just tell him it's ex and tlel him to treasure it...?

I just met Liting and Agnes in the canteen after the physics paper... and I was saying that I remembered the critical angle thingy wrongly. agnes was saying that I still have time because I'm sec 3...

So, i asked her how she did... and she looked quite upset. then, liting came over and said that she's lying. hm... (.") ok... And then she was telling me that wenfeng is one of the top students of 4/4. I think that is why the sec 4s were told to go to the hall halfway during our chinese paper after their reccess. to look at the overall results for prelims. and his L1R5 is supposedly 7.程文峰是个变态！

I know I wanted him to score well...but 7?! Is he human?! 他还算是人吗？！and let's see, he can't possibly count english... and combined humans, if i'm correct. Physics, Chinese Lit, Chem, A maths, E maths, Chinese. All As... ALL A's! Oh my gosh! is he human?!

ok, actually i shouldn't be here =P tomorrow is A maths and wednesday is geog's paper 1. multiple choice... should be quite able to handle... but then... A maths... EEEWWWW! ok, i probably shouldn't say this.. because i'm going to die for L1R5. I'm going to flunk Lit like hell... i can't possibly count chem... (going to flunk that too) and definitely not A maths. so, combined humans... 3. English ...2... Chinese...1... Physics...2... E maths...2... I have only counted 4 subjects and i have exceeded 7...! aaargghhh! And then Geog...3... WOW! my L1R5 is like... 13! WOW! GREAT! just great... that's a difference of 5 marks...

oh my god... I have to buck up... I am going to do a maths sums like hell today...I shouldn't have wished for wenfeng to do extremely well in prelims and I did that like, so many times ... I should have wished that my L1R5 will be less than his... what a silly mistake... now i don't think i have the slightest chance. ='(

OK, I have confirmed that I am almost beyond hope. and even if I want to, i won't ever be able to get into the same JC as that crazily intelligent kor... WHY?! Why don't my wishes ever work on myself?! WHY is he SO clever?

but then again, I really hope he does well... so what if i will have a hard time...? who cares...?

anyway, i have decided to get him a basketball...

i saw a converse one... it's SO nice...! i don't even know much about basketballs and how good they are... but once i walked into the converse shop and saw it, i was mesmerised.... it's so GOOD! but then... the price is NICE indeed. $143....

Wenfeng has agreed to use the basketball if I give him one. But if it's too good, he will just keep it and admire it... hm.... so, what should I buy?

my budget is $50 to $100... I can buy a $70 plus one and lie to him that it's 20 plus... aaarrgghhh.... whatever... i don't know which type of basketball is most suitable for him...

I suddenly think that i'm very 重色轻友... ops... =P though that isn't exactly true, because he is my kor... so it should be 重“亲”轻友.... er- ok... how lame...

but then, i won't ever get to see him ever again. and this is the last gift to him. so... i guess it's quite reasonable. and i know how much he loves basketball...

So, I need to save money... and there are only 9 days in which i go to school before his birthday... 9 times 3 is 27 dollars only... guess i have to turn to my piggy bank... ='( after that, i think i'll have to be confined to my room everyday. i can't go out any longer...

anyway, these few days, i'm not eating during reccess or lunch. it'd be great if i stay back... 7 dollars. and i can save it all up if i don't eat... but... i odn't think i can stand it...

never mind... I should be ok... it's not like i will faint... or i'm that weak... er- ok, i am weak... and i do get sick easily. ='( oh who cares...? I have to save enough money... and to do that, i ought to make some sacrifices...

I just hope he appreciates the basketball that i buy.

i got to go do a maths sums... i don't want to lose to wenfeng... 7! the insanely intelligent freak! *shudders*

Well, like i said, I had a freaky weekend. Saturday was...well, weird... friday night i was feeling horrible... Lin Xiu sms-ed me cause I gave her advice to go sleep... and she couldn't sleep... I told her i felt like vomitting and I had stomachache... and I felt extremely cold...so, she was giving me advice and asking me to call my mum... No thanks... And I felt horrible...and maybe when i'm sick, I tend to be insane... Don't know what came over me, and I sms-ed 文峰。。。“你睡了吗？我好难受...”Ok, I know I am totally insane... Don't know what came over me... 可是他是我的“哥哥，”我为何不能这么做？不过，我们一点都不像兄妹。。。anyway, I felt like dying... later I decided to go to sleep and I shut my eyes and tried to brainwash myself that I am perfectly fine when it's totally obvioous that I'm not...

so, in the end, I slept... somehow, and I woke up feeling much better. I didn't even get enough sleep... my mother was nagging and nagging me to get up. so, I got up totally early feeling extremely lousy but better. and I was brushing my teeth when 屋顶started playing and I went to check my phone... 你还好吧？ er- ok... I shouldn't have done such an absurd thing... i'm so 莫名奇妙 like he describes me... 我一点也不好。。。 haiz... and then he was suggesting ways to get better. He was telling me to go see a doctor and eat the medicine on time. I told him I hated to take medicine. and what a fantastic idea he gave me... 去医院打两针，很快就好了...oh my gosh... wow! yar... I shall do just that...right...

and so, I was thinking that prehaps I am an irritating freak. afterall what has my being sick got to do with him? from now onwards I shall not go and bother him... I don't think his impression of me is good. seeing as I am always doing things that are not what normal people will do...

so, yar... anyway, my father fell in the toilet and he bled a lot... i was totally freaked out... and in an extreme state of shock...and i realised that i never told him that i loved him... my mother was in a chaotic state too... so, she asked me to call my neighbour, who ought to know what to do... she told dad to apply pressure to the wound. and he did. we were going to call the ambulance but aunty said that it'd take too long to arrive and it costs a bomb... so... we didn't. mum drove to the nearest 24 hour clinic... and she told me to come along. as she was driving, i was trying not to cry... i know, i am such a crybaby... but it was so scary... and my mum was driving extremely recklessly. it was sort of scary actually... i have never seen her drive like that. my dad was in the back seat and telling her not to drive so recklessly... I can understand her feelings. and so she let us off and we went inside the clinic and I felt like shouting at the lady at the desk because she spent some time writing and keying in particulars because my dad had never been there before and she said she'd inform the doctor and came back saying that he was attending to another patient... what the- my father is bleeding in the head! for god's sake! the head! doesn't she know that - ok, she does know... she's like a nurse... but still... can't she be sense that this is like- urgent...?

my mum joined us after she parked the car and told me to walk back and take care of my younger brother...I could only nod... i wasn't of any help staying there... i would have been more of a hindrance... really... so i walked home as told and on the way I was desperately trying to calm myself down... because i was really very frightened. when i got home, i told my brother to open the door and i saw that he was sitting alone on the sofa and crying... i got in and felt like crying... this was the 2nd time... my mother was sent to the hospital because she swallowed a fish bone once... and i was only 12 that time.. I still remember vividly how she held my hands and told me to study hard for PSLE and take care of my siblings...I was totally afraid at that time.. then my dad drove her to the hospital...

so i sms-ed lin xiu because i knew she'd be by the phone... because she's always very fast in replying... and she was trying to calm me down. and I had a lot of difficulty in relaxing and coming to terms with the fact that my father was not going to die and he would be fine and everything will be alright... and i did another stupid thing again. i sms-ed 冰山... i don't know what is wrong with me... and he didn't reply...after this, i have come to terms with the fact that he has no responsibility to watch over me or be there when i need comforting or a shoulder to lean on. so, i will not talk to him so often. because i doubt he believes me... but oh well... since when has he ever believed me? since when has he spared a thought for my feelings? since when has he ever thought that he ought to be nicer to me? this just reinforces the fact that he will never be the kor that i hope my kor will be....

anyway, yar... so, in the end, after like forever, my mother called to say that my dad is fine and he got stitches... I can't describe the relief I felt... I felt like the world was great... and so was god... because i was praying even though i'm not a christian that my dad will be fine and come to no harm... in the end, we had dinner at home instead of going out to celebrate my brother's birthday... but i think i enjoyed it. i still haven't told my parents that i love them... oh no... but i'm just glad my father is fine.. never again do i want to experience this type of agony... i don't ever want to be worried that my kin is on the brink of death. never again...

and i've learnt another valuable lesson. that is... my family and friends are the most important people in my life... what would i do without them...?

星光 by SHE is very nice... =D

i still have 7 more papers to go... anyway, i've made it a point to be nicer to everybody...=)

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