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2005年8月26日星期五 --

嗨~今天是快乐的星期五哦~=D

Today's a happy friday~I'm so 乖...~i actually wore the anderson yah t-shirt... =) haha~ and i did a horrible job tying my hair today... it was very very badly done.. but i was about to be late already... so, i decided against re-tying it...

yah... then, we had chem and i got this sudden urge and took up the marker in my pencil case and wrote "I love A maths!" on my left hand... i must have gone insane... i'm trying to brainwash myself lah! i mean, sure... i passed a maths.. but... i got a C6... i'm always at C6.... i really want to get a B4 at least for the end of year... reallly... i think i can do it... =) hopefully... anyway, last night.. i got this urge to do something about my study life... so... i wrote down my targets, L1R5 less than 10... Eng: 2. chinese: 2. E math: 1 a math: 4 chem: 2 combined: 1 geog:2 physics: 1.. i'm insane... i know... but i think if i work really hard, i can do it... anyway, 冰山is working hard, why shouldn't i be? we can work hard together... 一起努力读书，考取很好，很好的成绩。。。！ And i wrote 2 copies of that... and put 1 in my file and the other on the ceiling of my room so i stare at it before i sleep everyday and even when i wake up first thing in the morning...

我一定可以的。。！I have 32 days before my final year... yes... i did a countdown myself and pasted in on my wardrobe door... and i wrote "I love A maths" in bold and pasted in on my bedroom ceiling too... and "U should be studying" on the ceiling to prevent myself from sleeping so often... and another one on my wardrobe door to stop myself from spending too much time in front of the mirror... 我一定要加油哦！

Anyway, I need to arrange my geog file... i forgot to bring it today... mdm has said she wanted to collect it... luckily she made it monday for those who forgot to bring... hope i have everything inside... yar...

and we went to do this teachers' day dedication thingy after school... mr lim selected 28, 29, and then 30 before i could say i had choir... which was at 2... and the filming thingy was at 1.30 so i couldn't run away from it... then, huiyi stayed back so she could accompany me there... mr lim chose 5 people but only me and wei siang went... plus huiyi... 3 people... we waited for a rather long time before we could go in and mrs lee told us what it was all about and showed us some really cute clips of classes' dedications. and so, we decided to do the 喜怒哀乐of mr lim... which was all the same expression... a slight smile... haha~ haha~ mrs lee showed it to us first... so wei siang was doing the face and he looked totally like mr lim! and i was the idiotic and act cute plus spastic one... and ruining the happy teachers day song with the extremely out of tune note... though i don't think much people care... and we zoomed in on the "I heart a maths" on my hand... and my other hand was covering the word chem which i wrote underneath it... haha~ -.-" so spastic... and the 1st take was horrible... i totally stunned there... don't know what came over me... and i felt like laughing... -.-" lucky we did a 2nd take... =) in which i ended it stupidly... anyway, i'll endure tauntings from everybody the moment that video is screened on on teachers' day... =P haiz... aiyo... whatever lah~ i'm so happy with myself...! i'm so responsible...! =) haha~

Choir sectionals was ok today...only i was singing wrongly... of course i can tell... because i felt a horrible sore throat after that... which healed after i drank some water... i was practically shouting throughout because oi man said i was very soft... ='( *sobs* i was already trying very hard了诶！maybe my voice blends too well... -.-" ok, ok... i shall stop coming up with excuses. anyway, we were in the inspiretown...! it's airconditioner is so COLD!... which is good lah~ haha~ and the "ok" chair is actually worth $1000 sing dollars eh! and i was like spinning and enjoying myself on it... i actually sat on a chair worth $1000.... haha~ i particularly liked the red one.. muhaha~ got blue, orange and ... er- another colour... oh yar! yellow! it's so CUTE! wish mr tock would bring us there one day during chinese lesson... most of mrs lim sh's classes went in there before... unfair! i saw 冰山in there that time i walked past the area during pe... unfair!!! 我也想在那儿上华文课...！

anyway, mr tock gave me 55/70 for my chinese composition... and he said that my composition was 幽默诶！ =D haha~ =) 真是太棒了！我。。。！我。。！我诶！我幽默诶！我幽默。。。！muhaha~ i'm humourous! haha~ =D this is fantastic~! haha~ of course, i'm still very far from people like 冰山's standard... weili's essay was marked by mr tock and he gave her...64/70! ok... a whole difference of like- 9 marks... she's obviously clever... then again, since when are PRC scholars not good in chinese...? hm...anyway, i'm humourous~! i'm humourous~!

yar... =P i'm so happy... first time he marked my composition, i got like- 40 something... so low lorh...! thanks to 冰山。。。he evoked my interest in chinese~! 谢谢你啦~even though i doubt he knows it... but thanks to him indirectly, my chinese composition writing skills have improved...=) haha~ and actually, i learnt to type chinese sms at a faster speed ... i didn't know how to do that in the past... i used to be so slow when sms-ing him last time... now... i should be considered fast 吧？

anyway, tomorrow yu kang, ann, chew yan, lan li, hui shan, sheryl and me are going to bugis to buy a teachers day gift for miss lim and mr yong, our beloved conductors~! geesh... i'm being so fake here... haha~ no lah.. they are the best! =) anyway, i'm planning to go and buy clothes for be yourself day... i've decided to wear black and white... and i've found my darling black and white hat i bought in malaysia... and is so expensive...! it's quite cute lah.. but my sister says i look nicer without the hat and advised me against wearing it... aiyar... when i feel unbearably hot, i'll take it off... =) anyway, whatever~ i'm wearing it~ i think it's cute... who cares what others think? anyway, i'm not going to cut my hair until 6th of september after my birthday... =) can't really bear to part with it... it's the longest i've kept my hair ever since i started growing it in primary 4... i'm always cutting it before it gets to the length it is now.. =D haiz... must spend money.... $$$$ haiz...i'm going broke soon... and i haven't bought 冰山's birthday gift... still dunno what to get that kor of mine...

my birthday is coming...! 9 more days...! =)

冰山looks much more handsome in real life.. i don't think he looks nice in photos... =P as for me... i look bad in both... muhaha~obviously, i got this photo from someone's blog...=)

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