2005年8月6日星期六 --
i wrote this really lame story...
I finally have time to read harry potter and the half-blood prince... i've not been able to read it since i bought it all because of the examinations... but, actually, my examinations haven't ended yet.. but since i have 5 days to study, now going to be 4 days... haha~筱文其实是很懒惰的~呵呵~ =P I already know that dumbledore died though.... my younger sis and brother have already finished it like, quite some time ago... he was killed by the traitor snape... I can't believe dumbledore has to die! i like him best after lupin... =( why is j k rowling doing this to them? and harry won't be going back to hogwarts... i don't think he need school anyway, he's such a genius at duelling and all that... i think what he learnt in the 6 years are enough for him to fight the stupid lord voldemort... i'm just glad hermione and ron are together~ ^.^ haha~ i mean, they're really cute together.. i don't really like harry and ginny together... i mean... sure, she's pretty and all that... but i don't find them compatible... not that i like cho either... she doesn't exactly treasure harry very much... harry's so cute~ and he's good looking... =) haha~
I was thinking that junyang is really cute... i can't believe he's mr lim's cousin... and he really sings well... i hope he wins... the final 6... i like all 3 of the guy contestants... weilian is fantastic in singing, derrick is cute also~ but i like junyang best of all 3! i think i'll vote for him next week... i won't want him to be out... and i really think kelly deserves to win... =) she's good what! and silver is really pretty!!! some people are just born with the good looks... *sobs sadly at this* i feel so 自卑。。。可怜的筱文。。。*cries sadly* silver is really pretty! the dimples... oh my... ...but honestly, if you ask me, i don't think she can sing... ok, she CAN sing but she doesn't sing THAT well... there's nothing special about her voice and she's probably still in the competition because she's pretty...i hoenstly think kelly is the best out of them all... and i really hope she wins =) Anyway, huiyi told me that she changed my blog template for me! and it's pink... so i went to check it out... and it's quite nice哦~ thanks a lot, huiyi ge~ oh my god... that was so disgusting... *pukes in digust* haha~ =P i shall stop being mushy here... haha~ i'm really spending my weekends so unwisely... i should be revising physics... i think the english teacher is an ok book once you get past chapter 1... haha~ chapter 1 is just crap, in my opinion. i think Krishna and Susila are so lame! Why quarrel over the selling of a dumb, old, stupid alarm clock? and give us so much work to do... susila will be like- crying over the quarrel and krishna will also be suffering. why can't they just admit they were wrong in the first place and spare each other from the agony and trauma and pain of quarrelling with the love of your life? they're making my life difficult... ops... correction! it's the lives of all secondary 3 literature elect students all over the island of singapore... =) I was chatting on QQ and i received feedback that my self-intro is good =) haha! And i now have another kor~who is like- 20 plus...(so old...haha~) he was telling me that my self-intro was funny... but it is very 自恋。。。haha~ of course.... ~ and there was this other person who wanted to talk to me because he saw my self-intro... haha~ haha~ i'm so proud of myself~ ^.^ 呵呵~i mean, i always thought people will only think i'm lame or i'm really 不要脸。。。apparently, i have my own sense of humour... though i'd really rather be like 向往学长。。。how is it he can be so crappy? i mean, be even crappier than me?! and the frustrating thing is that his crappiness is actually funny but mine is just... 不要脸and a bit 无聊。。。*cries sadly* Anyway, monday is getting nearer! =) 太好啦~anyway, I was really bored today... correction... i AM really bored... haiz... 好闷哦。。。i really want monday to come faster... oh wait, what am i saying? 我的脑壳坏掉了。。。Anyway, i have nothing better to do... so, i decided to type crap... haha~
她接过正在向个不停的手机。“丽盈，是我，香春。。。”她的好姐妹打电话来了。“咦？你的声音听起来怎么那么奇怪啊？”电话的另一边传来了哭泣声。“小春。。。你怎么啦？”丽盈有点不知所措。平常最坚强的香春，是那种就算被人痛打一顿一滴眼泪都不会掉的人。但，如今，她哭得如此凄惨。。“我。。。和我哥吵架了。。”丽盈不知要怎么说她。又是她那个令人讨厌的“哥哥。”咳~香春也未免太在乎他了吧？有时，她可以因为他没回她简讯而一整天精神恍惚的。她却还整天说“我早就把他当哥哥看了啦！你想太多了！”丽盈心知肚明，事实并非如此。毕竟，她之前真的是很喜欢他。“他又怎么啦？”丽盈问道。“他跟我吵架了。。”“啊？！”“他有一整个星期没有跟我联络了。。”“怎么会这样啊？他不是对你还挺有礼貌的吗? 彬彬有礼的，好像陌生人一样。他啊，对好多人都爱理不理的。你有没有做了什么啊？”“我什么也没做啊！他无缘无故对我不理不睬的。。。” “那更不可能，他没有必要跟你冷战啊~他还算讲道理。。” “你好厉害哦，盈盈！”香春突然对她的好友说。“。。。 。。。 啊？你还好吧？你哭疯了啊？干嘛突然这么说？”她有点不解。“你好像比我更了解我哥诶！”丽盈这时大笑了。“哪有？”“没有吗？你好像连他的一举一动都会预料到似的。。而且你都没有跟他说过三句话诶！”“那是因为他是一个冷酷无情，不解风情的冰山。。而且是那种有最讨人厌，令人看了就想扁的attitude problem...”丽盈说着。“喂！什么嘛？他人很好啊~ 而且他机智过人，也很幽默~”“喂！他那样对你，人怎么会好到哪里去啊?”“不过，听你这么说，我觉得你说的很有理。可能手机借人了。”丽盈不知要不要骂香春。 “你有必要对他这么好，处处替他着想吗？”“喂！ 你不会又要像上次那样骂我无聊吧？我不想跟你吵架。。。”丽盈什么也没说。她们以前因为丽盈表明不喜欢香春的哥哥而闹得很不快乐。“盈盈~总之，我一定要谢谢你。”“干嘛那么客气啊？又不是第一天认识，这么生疏。。。我们是好姐妹嘛！”“你什么时候有空啊？我请你吃sushi~” “凭你的厨艺？！我看，还是算了吧！”“喂！你什么意思嘛！你很讨人厌诶！”丽盈挂了电话后，叹了一口气。香春为什么就这么喜欢那个无聊，不解风情，超级讨人厌的郡玮学长。她一整天嘴边都挂着他的名字，整天就一直都在夸他又多好，有多棒的。她的生活仿佛围绕着他。她每天一定要跟他通过简讯联络。但是她只不过正面和他讲过几句话罢了。对站在旁观者立场的丽盈，香春好像是一直在维持这段感情的人。。。虽然他们俩之间并谈不上什么感情，但是，郡玮他好像跟本不关心他的“妹妹。”香春总是主动先找他。他好像没有一次是纯粹主动找她的。她认为香春和郡玮学长是单恋。他好像是那种喜欢小鸟依人，很自然的女生，不喜欢像香春那么勇敢，主动的女生。而且，他认她做妹妹，很明显的，他根本对她没有那种感觉。香春是很努力，但很多事情不是谁最坚定，付出最多，就能让对方心动的。她试过要她的好友放弃等待，守候着。但香春会说，“我不喜欢郡玮哥哥了。”丽盈想，“还是让一切顺其自然吧！”那天，丽盈去逛街，没想到，她遇到了郡玮。 她呆住了。“郡玮学长！”她立刻喊住了他。他看到是学妹，“干嘛？”丽盈有一股冲动，想打他，但还是撑住气了。“你手机借人啦？” “干嘛问这个啊？”“小春在找你。你有很久没回她简讯了，她很担心你出事了。”“我知道了。我会回她简讯的。你先帮我转告她我手机借人了，所以才不能回她简讯。不好意思噢。”丽盈点了头。没想到，他还算有良心嘛！“你怎么自己一个人啊？”她问他。“没有啊，等朋友，”他面无表情的回答道。“噢。”[天啊！谁话那么少的啊？]丽盈心想。“对了，呃。。香春常提起我吗？”他问她。“何尝不是？她很欣赏你。你怎么都不叫她小春还是妹的啊？你为什么是叫她香春的？听起来很生疏诶。”“我跟她本来都不熟啊。”他淡淡的回答。“而且，名称不重要吧？”“你什么意思啊? 对小春很重要！郡玮学长，不是我要多管闲事，但我不得不说。我认小春为妹妹，就该对她好一点。这并不是很过分的要求。”
郡玮还没来得及开口，丽盈已经开始畅所欲言了。“我真的很受不了你诶！我知道你是因为不要让她太伤心，还有因为礼貌才认她为妹妹的。但你认了她后还对她那么冷。你们超不熟吗？那你根本就不应该叫她做你妹。你也不应该在你的手机里称她为“叶香春！” 你有没有搞错啊？你们互发简讯那么久了，你是她哥诶！还称她的全名！还有！ 你们在学校见面时，你怎么都不打招呼的？叫一声很难吗？你很忙，很忙，她难道就不忙吗？她每天都得找不同的冷笑话给你，你了解她的苦心吗？她告诉我，她希望你看到她的笑话会让你轻松一些，不要那么冷。还有。。。她真的很想跟你拍大头贴。我告诉你吧，我第一次看到香春哭得死去活来时，是因为那天你失约了，没有事先通知她。她打给我时，哭得那么委屈，那么惨，你知道吗？她过后生了病，整个人心情差透了。她在cca进行一半时哭了，大家还一只问她究竟怎么了。我觉得错在于你。你应该早点通知她，她也有问你，你早点告诉她，一切就没事了。小春是因为很在乎你，所以才会常怕你讨厌她。请你不要说她“一天到晚疑神疑鬼的，”是因为你说的话简直不是普通有血，有肉，有感情的人会说的。 她第二次哭得很惨是你对她说“我想要什么和你也没有任何关系”的时候。。。我告诉你， 我看得越来越讨厌你了。。。不只我，在小春旁边的人都没有一个喜欢你。小婷学姐也觉得你没有人情味。如果你不愿接近她，你就跟她表明态度，不要让她再对你有所期待。 她只不过希望你能对她好那么一点。 请你不要再让她哭了。。。”她说完了后，便消失的无影无踪。。。
Ok, that was a very crappy story that took so LONG to type... crappy... crappy... crappy....people, don't read it, ok? it's stupid... i don't even know why i typed it...
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