for some reason, the website i'm surfing can't load... i've refreshed about 5 times了！！！气死我了啦！！！aaaarrrrggghhhh! whatever lah~ i want to download 末日之恋... it seems like a really awesome song... i love 俊扬's version... 超好听诶！！！i can't find the website yirong told me about that enables u to download all his performances... aarrrrggghhhh.... but anyway, i want to download his 童话... it's really SO nice... nicer than weilian's anyway... anyway, i still can't believe he really know lin junjie... haiz... lucky guy... 
hm.. why won't the darn website load? aiyo, forgot to change the song... 彩虹眼泪is rather sian if u listen to it repeatedly. *changes song to 你是我最深爱的人* i think derrick sang this song rather well... except he was too "hiong" right from the beginning... and it sounds like he's shouting throughout... why can't i find the website to download the performances?! aarrgghhhh! anyway, i saw how people were abusing and critisizing weilian on the forum... they're so bad... i personally want kelly to win lah, but i don't think weilian deserves to be treated so badly. they should blame themselves that they didn't vote enough for junyang... it turns out that junyang has never won weilian in any results show except the one in which he was so charming with 流水年华... and weilian sang that horrible song... -.-" but that was the only time he won weilian.. so it proves that in terms of 人气，junyang had already lost to weilian... and since popularity takes up 70%, it is very normal that junyang lost... even though i think he has a lot of supporters too.. but weilian does have sympathy votes... after quan yi fong told everybody how he called the director of the mv to apologise because he couldn't make the mv better, the votes shot up more than before. even though he was already leading in the beginning... apparently, it is true that he gets sympathy votes... though it is true that he sings well, but one cannot deny that he has a considerable amount of sympathy votes. 
my mother is SO annoying... she was showing me this newspaper article today that said that weilian will win... because when he was a street performer, he already won the hearts of the people... i can't believe my mother... she keeps saying that weilian is so good, etc etc, blah, blah, blah.... aarrrghhh! i'm going to vote for kelly for sure this time.. only... i don't know if i should buy her album... i really think her 遗失的美好is not as nice as xinhui's, even though i like kelly... =( anyway, i don't think it's possible for weilian to survive in the music industry... sorry to say this, but i really think it's true... 
ok, why am i talking about 绝对superstar so much recently? maybe i'm still upset junyang is out... no lah~ actually, i've already accepted this cruel fact... i hope that at least his EP can be sold... hope only lah.. but i don't think in the whole universe or history has there ever been a blind person who actually released an album... hm... ... ... ... ok lah, forget it.. anyway, whoever wins, i hope he/she will have a nice journey... HEY! I also found out something! there's going to be another singing competition... it's for the secondary and jc students... and it's going to be hosted by 绝对superstar contestants... the main thing is, i think we'll be able to join!!! =) it should be fun... er- though i seriously doubt that i'll be able to even get through the 1st round of auditions... finally, the website loaded and i'm downloading e song... which will take me.. 10 minutes+++... HAIZ... i really ought to get broadband... seriously... yar.. anyway, i really think it's so cool! i mean, secondary students... =) it's fantastic! if i get a chance, i must join!!! =) even if i know i surely won't even get through the 1st round... 
yar, enough about that... i'm still rather upset about choir... what else can we do? i pray that our practice on monday won't suck like last tuesday's...wow, there's a thick fog as i look out of the window... hm... or am i imagining it? hm...oh no! i'm suffering from schrzophrenia... ok, however u spell that lah... god only knows how i managed to get a a2 for english... i know for myself that i'm a b3 standard... 唉。。。anyway, i feel that it's not true that we have lost the passion for choir.. it wasn't even there... except the syf that time... that was really a time when i felt... choir is so united...! now... and we have not lost the passion for singing... or for choir... at least, in my case, it isn't so... i don't deny that there was one time when i looked forward to choir so much because of some *clears throat* particular reason that isn't present now... oh, the fog is because people are burning the things for the 7th month... ok lah, it's mainly because of 冰山... but also because there's my seniors, 田慧学姐，agnes, liting, shi ping, silvia and everybody whom i didn't really make too much an effort to know... =P but anyway, now they're gone, i feel very empty whenever i go to choir... haiz... 好想念他们哦。。。i really miss them... and i hardly get to meet them了。。。because we are not in the temp block any longer... so we hardly even get to meet along corridors... anyway, i don't think i have lost the passion for singing... i still enjoy singing的啊！！！
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