Mr lim was really angry with us today... Maybe it's because a lot of people didn't bring their a maths text book... I think he's being unreasonable... And he changed everybody's seats. Yes, EVERYBODY! And I am so far away from Lin Xiu, Huiyi, Hwee Li... But at least i'm luckier... I have yirong... but i'm right at the back! and i don't think i can see... never mind. let me see tomorrow. if i really can't see, i don't think i'll concentrate and listen. ='( it's weird... mr lim separated all the good friends except me and yirong. he knows that i talk a lot with yirong... it's just- weird... hm... hwee li is sitting next to abel. god bless her... haha~ i'm so bad... huiyi is now beside natalie, she swapped places with lin xiu. mr lim only said that it's temporary. once her glasses are fixed, he insists that she changes back. =( what the- so, lin xiu now sits next to anna. and i'm really far from them. ian sits next to eunice now. he must be rejoicing and opening a champange bottle. today we held a mini celebration at the coffee shop... kinda weird. and we managed to put a candle in the muffin and eunice blew it out after we sang her a happy birthday song. then, we ran back. huiyi vomitted a bit on the way back. I didn't see... because i was very right ahead with yirong... and when we went to the classes, we were perspiring madly.
and band 3A has a lot of people rising to band 2 or even 1... Er- ok... so, obviously, we have to drop down... =( .... .... I don't think there's any hope in being in band 1... never mind. i don't want mrs goh to teach me anyway. she's- just... ancient. and boring... and she never appreciates my english. (not that my english is really superb and all that but- STILL...) I just hope i will at least be in band 2 with lin xiu. =( i don't want to go to lessons alone. it's a terrible feeling...
I'm just so... empty now.
I feel like a null human shell...
And recently, nothing seems meaningful anymore. I'm even starting to not like going home... for some reason. i just ... don't feel like going home... even though there's nobody with me and i feel sort of lonely at times, but still...I'd rather walk around all day outside. I don't know... maybe it's a good way to let myself calm down and ponder or day dream. I suspect that i'm turning into an introvert. and that... isn't really good... =( haiz...
I can't help feeling depressed. I hate saying goodbye... I wonder what will happen next year when we all graduate after sec 4... I really ought to treasure every single moment i have with everybody...
why is it that we only realise what we have when we have lost it?
不过呢，认识文峰哥哥后，我觉得我好像认清了一件事情，就算是男女朋友，最主要的是能够和他相处，讲话，谈天说地，了解他...还有，爱情是盲目的...哈哈~没有啦，因为我眼中的文峰哥哥嘛...呵呵~其实说实话，是个不怎么爱讲话的帅哥..哈哈~我是诚实的小孩...呵呵~但是，其实文峰哥哥比我还多话...我是在比那天啦...不过，其实那天我好像超级少话...还有，认识不久后，他那时对我时好时坏，所以我就接受了hwee li给他取的名字，“冰山...”因为他那时有时候真的是超级冷漠无情！但是，其实他挺幽默的，而且就是...跟他讲话时好容易哦...it's just so easy to talk to him...所以，其实我喜欢他的时候对他的看法几乎都是错的...除了他很喜欢篮球，挺幽默，很有墨水...所以，喜欢一个人时，会把他当成白马王子，几乎是完美的...但是，当然，没有人是完美的...呃...而且其实我以前对scholars呢，可以说是几乎一概不理...而且从来不跟外国的学生交流，不知道他们的文化，离家的感觉，对他们没什么兴趣...但是，其实他们的一切都很有趣...所以学到了好多，也可以说是因为文峰哥哥更加努力的去主动认识他们...我当然在指prc scholars咯~呵呵~我突然觉得我真的挺贱的...=P 哎哟...不过呢，我发觉是没有用的...我是指我以前还喜欢他时设法接近他身边的人的事...没有用的啦！有时间接近他们好不如用来去多跟你喜欢的人讲话？呃...我干吗谈起哪招有效，哪招没有用啊？！哎哟，我扯得真远...
总之，我会很想他...='( 以后没有人听我胡扯了！
诶？不知道他回去有没有带走我送的篮球，“文”啊？(.") 改天问他好了...
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♥ Me
Name: (Chloe) Tang Wei Mun
Age: 17 going to 18
Bdae: 5th Sept 1990
Spiritual Bdae: 5th Jan 2008
Studying at Temasek JC
Sweet & nice
God's child
♥ God Grant Me
Good grades
Love
Acceptance
Nice clothes
Nice bags
Idol dramas
More time
More sleep
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