After much deliberation, i've decided to go afterall... because i was going through hell during the whole of 14th, 15th and today... 3 days... HAIZ... And so, i've decided not to lie to myself... and just do what i want to.
hweeli told me that if i want to go, i have to be mentally prepared. I know.
oh well~ at least hweeli will be going with me. though i don't know how to tell wenfeng that she's coming too... anyway, yay! if he doesn't come, i will have someone to comfort me. and i won't drown in my own river of tears.
did that sound like i'm making use of hweeli?
i'm NOT!
she's so nice to take time off to come help me. i'll just not agree to go yet. And ask him what time to what time of sunday...
...
today, our class collected our yearbooks! and i've concluded that... i have a kor who simply HATES posing for the camera.
i wonder how on earth i can get him to even smile...
i don't care. i'd take and take until i'm satisfied...
ok, it's not for me to say. because people are unlike me, and don't have so much time to spare.
haiz... let's see... on monday, i have physics CA, commonwealth essay (darn it!)... on tuesday i have chem CA and A maths differentiation...
WOW!
and what am i going to do? go out on sunday. the day which i study. (i basically slack and rot at home on friday nights and on saturday)
HAIZ...
what am i doing?
n i flunked my chem mini test. 4 out of 15... GOD
anyway, today i was feeling very very very unwell...
and i sat throughout english CA, writing rubbish for my answers. Before i felt nauseous and asked for permission to go to the washroom. miss heng isn't really blind. she saw me practically dying when i was halfway into the test. when i'd been lying down on the table for a lot of times before i forced myself to sit up again and continue doing.
i still think i'm gona flunk. HAIZ...
never mind. who knows if i miraculously managed to pass, like A maths...? (".)
ok, never mind... shall stop deluding myself.
gota go study geog. was totally not in the mood yesterday.
haiz...
when will i learn to get a grip on my emotions...?
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Name: (Chloe) Tang Wei Mun
Age: 17 going to 18
Bdae: 5th Sept 1990
Spiritual Bdae: 5th Jan 2008
Studying at Temasek JC
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God's child
♥ God Grant Me
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Nice clothes
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Idol dramas
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