Like the title says, that's basically how my whole day went...
sad...
i meant, sad as in, it's sad how my day went.
i'm not making sense, am I? Nope. I'm not.
Don't mind me.
Everybody has been asking, "why do you look so sad?"
Do i really look sad? i'm just being quiet.
...
ok, never mind. i'm never quiet, am I? (".) no wonder they think that something is wrong.
I'm alright, everybody. seriously...
ok, maybe not. seeing as i spent the whole night crying my eyes red and crying myself to sleep. and i'm in such a foul mood i'm not behaving like myself.
for example, mr chye told us that we have to hand up our whole handbook to mrs poh. And I was extremely unhappy. because i have a lot of stuff inside. and i rely largely on my handbook, to write homework and etc. i was saying "i don't care. i'm tearing it out." and linxiu was telling me in mid-sentence "Don't -" but I had already opened my handbook and torn the page of target setting out. i think huiyi, hweeli and linxiu were utterly shocked. as in, judging by the looks on their faces.
what is wrong with me?
and today, i forgot to bring my thermometer again. like yesteday. and i was totally "heck care" i only forgot to bring my thermometer what, what a fuss these idiots are making. and yirong asked me "u forgot to bring again?" and the sentence "yar, so what?" was flashing through my mind. but obviously, i kept numb. seriously, i have nothing against yirong. duh~ she's my good friend! but i duno. i'm just... so not myself today.even thinking of being rude to yirong is a very heinous sin.
i have sinned.
and i wasn't even in the mood to eat. FYI, i don't take breakfast. And i always eat during reccess.. because i won't have the strength to study if i don't... and today, i was deliberately being hard on myself and i refused to eat.
what is wrong with me...?
maybe i'd feel better after i talked about what is bugging me.
...
on 2nd thoughts. I don't want to. I'm not over it yet.
this is stupid. i could take forever to get over it.
& i'd feel miserable and bitchy everyday. and be extremely rude and insensitive to others. and totally hurtful.
aiyar... it's not as if i really want to be so horrible to everyone. i can't help it.
not that i'm always like that. just... extremely so when i'm ... *fumbles for right word*
ok, never mind.
i'm sick of his empty promises. u know what? i'm going to try what he always does to me. i will pretend i forgot...
i'm going to fall ill soon.
and i don't care. whatever. i can land myself in hospital. and i don't care.
i know i'm like, making anybody who cares about me worry. and i can't do anything about it. because i can't cheer up
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♥ Me
Name: (Chloe) Tang Wei Mun
Age: 17 going to 18
Bdae: 5th Sept 1990
Spiritual Bdae: 5th Jan 2008
Studying at Temasek JC
Sweet & nice
God's child
♥ God Grant Me
Good grades
Love
Acceptance
Nice clothes
Nice bags
Idol dramas
More time
More sleep
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