it's now about 10pm... n i havent studied at all for e chem test tml...

wad is happenin to me... i'm like a soulless shell...I feel tat i'm so 窝囊...这并不是我想要的...不知不觉，我已习惯等待，习惯在乎他。。。好累。。好伤心。。到了这里，我真的不知下一步该如何走。。问了也是白问。。

anyway, i watched X-men 3... nice action scenes. sad though... scott was killed by jean. professor Xavier was killed by Jean too. and jean was killed by wolverine... so saddening...

met my cousin as i was coming out of the toilet... came with his friends.

there were these 2 china guys sitting next to me... and they couldnt stop talking... not really blaming them... obviously one of em had watched e movie before. he kept telling his fren wat was gona happen next and it sorta got on my nerves... & it was extremely irritating因为他们讲话的腔不断的让我想起(我不想提那个人的名字)。。。真是有够惨。。。明明拼命想逃避，老天却这么对我。。。=(

明天的chem我会交白卷吗？我觉得可能性好大。。我不知道自己在做什么。。我只知道我好盲目i feel so numb...我的笑容是发自内心的吗？我讨厌这样的自己。。。我可以振作的，我一定可以。。。我只是。。还需要时间。。。需要时间。。。来适应。。不能喜欢就去烦他，和他传简讯。。跟他讲话心情总是会好许多。。。他的废话真的好多。。。好不习惯。。好不舍。。。

今天是在J8看的。。。我真的好讨厌那个地方。。。如果可以，我再也不想回去那里了。。。

好痛苦。。。去到哪里都不禁的想到他。。。Ntuc, delifrance,atm machine, 还有那段痛心的那段路。。。我真的觉得好烦。。找不到人倾诉。。不对，是有点不想找人倾诉却有点想。。。有够悲的。。。所以就找借口不读书，跑来这里写blog

我觉得我快死掉了

我觉得我真的很没用。。。这点小波折也经不起。。。that heartrending pain isn't something u'd want to experience again... I wish everybody around me would be happier... sis is going to go out wif james... did i mention? she doesnt even noe him... she hasnt even seen his face before... dey met thrgh an online game.... he asked her out and she agreed...

u know... when i first found out, i was totally against it and worried. but then... it's at J8... wad cud happen? ok, anything imaginable... but still, there'd be ppl ard... and i really hope he means no harm... then again, he's 20 plus... I was wondering if i shud tell my mum... but then, it'd ruin my sis and my relationship. because that tym i went out wif (I dun wana mention his name) she kept it from my mum. & i reali dun wana b e 1 to dash all her hopes... she was so happy and excited when she told me...

I really wish her all the best... if something happens, it'd be all my fault... because i was too busy wallowing in self-pity that i simply wanted her to be happy and ignored the fact that this was the most dangerous thing that could ever happen, going out wif a guy who's so old and when u barely know him. fine, let it be my fault then...

perhaps i should watch them from a distance...i'm so worried...

at least someone is happy...

我这是怎么了，我只不过看到那一幕。。。没什么好大惊小怪的。。。我根本不知道事情究竟是如何。。。我很无理取闹。。。怪不得我会被人讨厌。。一点都不可爱。。而且也不漂亮。。。我没有办法。。。像她说的，只要他快乐，她会祝福他，但她还是会等他。。。我不能。。。我连说都无法说出口。。。要如何做到。。

是，我很没有用。。。

我是一个废物。。我活在这世上没有任何意义。。。

死了会不会比较好。。。我觉得好痛不欲生。。。我真的很没有用。。。死是逃避。。活也是逃避。。。好可悲。。。这样的人生。。。

我这个人真的好可悲。。。

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