2006年9月1日星期五 --

I duNo what happened

I duno what happened. but somehow he's not replying my sms...

maybe he din see...

maybe I'm just thinking too much....

but u know?

that feeling... that a storm is brewing is constantly with me

i did not manage to study at all today

as i spent most of the day crying

pathetic right...?

n all these are all because i asked for it.

i am the stubborn idiot who clung onto this 'dan lian' for nearing 2 years le...

when it totally seems bleak. n even up till now i wonder if....

i ever mattered to him

even the slightest bit

even if i did not manage to hold that special place in his heart...did i at.. least have a position as his 'mei'?

although... i'm not his only mei...

but...did i at least make him worry? did how i feel ever matter to him?

the first mistake i made was to ignore him and reply so late. and reply so coldly.

what's the second mistake?

no

that's not it

the first mistake is liking him
the second mistake is refusing to let go

the third mistake is realising it was a mistake right from the start and still refusing to let go




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