yay, going to meet hweeli n linxiu tomorrow at city hall mrt at 6.30pm... we r going 2 go to singapore river, near e esplanade area...
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haha, reminds me of that night... 12th august 2006
haix...
i think i will bring siwen tomorrow~
I feel like... last year, the day before my choir concert... I remember I was going through the lowest period of my sec 4 life. ok, maybe not the lowest (I think after we broke off our relationship was the lowest point of my sec 4 life) then I asked him if he could accompany me after the concert. he agreed. & I was so happy, because I felt like I've been keeping everything inside for so long I could finally let it out that night. then... he didn't come. he came for the concert. chewyan said she saw him. but I didn't...but he left after that because he had to be back in the hostel... yet... I saw jingzhi waiting for lanli.
maybe I can't compare like that... because I'm just the mei. lanli is jingzhi's girlfriend. ...so?
I just realised that I am once again expressing my unhappiness about something that happened such a long time ago. =.= GOSH. but I will never forget how I cried until the next morning and I cried myself to sleep that night. I was wondering why I was working so hard to get into the same jc as him...& why I was doing so much for this moron. XD ok, I'm sorry! =P ya, fine, so I like a moron. UGH.... =.= & the ironic thing is once again, I was contemplating giving up. & I refused to reply his sms. then the next morning I gave in and we sms-ed and I forgot all about the giving up thingy... how convenient. UGH I do realise there were so many chances I had to give up there and then. & somehow I perservered like a stupid, dumb and naiive idiot. yay~ hurray for chloe the idiot! =.=
but then I don't think hweeli and linxiu are like him. as in, hopefully, they won't stand me up...
there's chinese drama tomorrow. for the members only. aka... excluding the two of them! hurray~ no seeing of them... = no awkwardness on my part. =no sadness on my part either. =YAY~!
anyway, for sports carnival, I am playing for ultimate frisbee! (playing? reserve? duno yet) yay~ but yar... everyone knows how much I ''ROCK'' at sports... so yar... *sighs* & for the enrichment, I signed up for inline skating and akido self-defence! yay~ skating= falling down= skinned knees= eeewww! but yar, it really sounds fun. looking forward to it although none of my friends are going for those with me.. =( *sobs*
OH before I forget, I must pray that I will not end up in the same enrichment course as the two of them. UGH the pain is unimaginaeble.
*难过* it's so ironic! anyway, I don't feel like going for the celebration party for our performance... =( *visualises the agony & unhappiness I will perpetually face* hmM (".) not a happy prospect.
ok... so now I am on my way to healing my broken heart. go chloe! 加油加油~although I don't see how avoiding him will help, because the school isn't that big...but if I can stop myself from looking out for him it will at least be something. haix... this shall take some getting used to
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♥ Me
Name: (Chloe) Tang Wei Mun
Age: 17 going to 18
Bdae: 5th Sept 1990
Spiritual Bdae: 5th Jan 2008
Studying at Temasek JC
Sweet & nice
God's child
♥ God Grant Me
Good grades
Love
Acceptance
Nice clothes
Nice bags
Idol dramas
More time
More sleep
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