2008年2月9日星期六 --

BROKE T.T

Had CNY service. Feel happier. But sumthing struck me that Dennis Loh said, was that guys tend 2 haf superficial relationships. I realise tat I wudn't reali noe coz I din exactly haf any close guy frenz... I tink I totally nid sum guy insights on stuff. So shall try 2 build deeper relationships wif e guys around me. *SIGHS*

2dae I feel darn broke & it kinda affects my mood. 1stly, I took out money from my hongbao money X_X which I absolutely DETEST! Coz I reali hate 2 spend my hongbao money. they r meant 4 saving!!!

But I had no choice...

My plan 2 bake was totally foiled. So I was left wif only 1 choice... buy stuff... (I wun haf e tym 2 make dis tym round! Coz this week is super crazy... & got econs multiplier effect test on V-Day itself lahs! O.o SO TOTALLY SADDENING)

Okies.. I'm so totally letting my negative emotions dwell in me. which was wad Sheppie was teaching me about 2dae. DUN do tat. Dun let ur emotions rule e way u behave. Okies T.T

fine...[".]

Haix...2dae I spent very minimal tym seeking Daddy. I tink I nid 2 tok 2 Him more often. nowadays I'm lyk this lazy daughter who can't bother 2 communicate wif her father. Which is 100% TOTALLY horrible given that I do love Daddy, is juz tat... I dun make enuf effort 2 tok 2 Him as often as I can recently. -.- NO! I dun want 2 drift away from Him. Haf 2 run back 2 Him

2dae service is pathetic... only me, sheppie, xiu & xianjue were there from our CG. so pathetic!! LOLS

We went plaza sing long john. & I shared e chicken combo 1 wif sheppie. Xianjue ate sum of xiu's food oso. LOLS? O.o y 2dae e sheeps dun reali lyk 2 eat 1? =.=

after tat Xianjue left 2 meet her friend. Xiu, sheppie & I went shopping. I needed 2 buy V-day gifts & Fangyunie's prezie.

I brought out around $130? & I came home wif only $20 plus left. OH MY SKY I spent so much $$$$ in 1 day!!! CHLOE U R CRAZY

x_x
Xiu & I ate Secret Recipe's Chocolate Banana cake ^^ yum yum! it was practically e only relaxing thing abt 2dae. my feet hurt from e shopping x_x aaaawww T.T I'm gona run 2 Daddy & complain x_x LOLS no lahs -.- Thank Daddy 4 letting me complete my shopping 2dae. *sighs* or I will be quite screwed? O.o

OH MY SKY

I bought V-day gifts for my clique (10 ppl lidat) our CG (OH DEAR I tink I nvr count properly, might haf bought less than needed x_x) TEP ppl. Shall not reveal wad I bought now -.-

As for my angel, I sending bouquet tat I ordered from band. Shall tell her I'm seriously broke @_@ which isn't a lie at all. I am so BROKE T.T

my mortal I already ordered a pink rose 4 her. Actuali I din wana send flowers to same jc person 1. But she's my mortal, & I'm an angel, so I decided shall gif her. e rest of e flowers went 2 my sec sch frenz coz I wun meet em 4 V-day. [".] yay~

HAIX

Sumtyms I tink I'm 2 nice 4 my own gd...

Okies, we spent so much tym in Trumpet Praise. & I bought stuff (all 4 others) Then I went 2 buy fangyunie's gifts... gigantic card, cute box, gift-a-name personalised accesory, marks & spencer nice smelling body wash total $35. I exceeded e $30 budget. I hope every1 wun mind paying. Or I seriously die lorhs

I bought card coz fangyunie wants a big card, & I noe i wun haf tym 2 make this tym round. I feel so bad. Coz Yiheng's card was hand drawn n made & I spent lotsa tym & effort on it. But Fangyun's is juz bought -.- BUT I compensated wif spending so much tym shopping 4 her gift. (plus all e ppl I'm giving stuff 2 on V-day) & yahs... this tym is worse than yiheng's gift tat tym... nobody was dere 2 gif me opinion. In e end I was so diaos -.- I juz asked fangyun wad she wanted. & she said she duno =.= diaos?! & I juz spent 3 hours making a video 4 her. OH MY SKY, I luv tat video lahs, it has all e photos we took, from tianjin trip to our outings etc... T.T Chloe, u haf got to stop being 2 nice.. T.T

ugh

nvm lahs, Daddy will see all of these.

I actuali enjoy putting a lot of thought in2 gifts, but yahs .... sumtyms it gets tiring.
zzzzzzzzzzz

Okies... I was sian yesterday so I took out my camera & started 2 cam-whore x_x lyk I alwaz do when I'm sian or juz in a cam-whoring mood @_@














YALAHS, I noe I super act cute x_x at least I admit it -.- LOLS x) anyway, I tawt 2 luv others, u muz 1st luv urself....??? [."]
Actuali I din even feel lyk posting a story 2dae... But He juz told me 2 go read & Daddy did it again -.- He alwaz lidat 1.. He alwaz makes me feel so in awe of Him. Alwaz lidat 1!!! O.o
God Knows Where You Are
Do you believe that God not only loves you, but knows where you are and what you're doing every minute of the day? I certainly do after an amazing experience I had several years ago.
At the time I was driving on 1-75 near Dayton, Ohio, with my wife and children. We turned off the highway for a rest and refreshment stop. My wife Barbara and children went into the restaurant. I suddenly felt the need to stretch my legs, so waved them off ahead saying I'd join them later. I bought a soft drink, and as I walked toward a Dairy Queen, feelings of self-pity enshrouded my mind. I loved the Lord, but I felt drained, burdened. My cup was empty.
Suddenly the impatient ringing of a telephone nearby jarred me out of my doldrums. It was coming from a phone booth at a service station on the corner. Wasn't anyone going to answer the phone? Noise from the traffic flowing through the busy intersection must have drowned out the sound because the service station attendant continued looking after his customers, oblivious to the incessant ringing. "Why doesn't somebody answer that phone?" I muttered. I began reasoning. "It may be important. What if it's an emergency?" Curiosity overcame my indifference. I stepped inside the booth and picked up the phone.
"Hello," I said casually and took a big sip of my drink. The operator said: "Long distance call for Ken Gaub." My eyes widened, and I almost choked on a chunk of ice. Swallowing hard, I said, "You're crazy!" Then realizing I shouldn't speak to an operator like that, I added, "This can't be! I was walking down the road, not bothering anyone, and the phone was ringing... "Is Ken Gaub there?" the operator interrupted, "I have a long distance call for him." It took a moment to gain control of my babbling, but I finally replied, "Yes, he is here."
Searching for a possible explanation, I wondered if I could possibly be on Candid Camera! Still shaken, perplexed, I asked, "How in the world did you reach me here? I was walking down the road, the pay phone started ringing, and I just answered it on chance. You can't mean me." "Well," the operator asked, "is Mr. Gaub there or isn't he?" "Yes, I am Ken Gaub," I said, finally convinced by the tone of her voice that the call was real. Then I heard another voice say, "Yes, that's him, operator. That's Ken Gaub." I listened dumbfounded to a strange voice identify herself. "I'm Millie from Harrisburg, Pennsylvania. You don't know me, Mr. Gaub,but I'm desperate. Please help me." "What can I do for you?"
She began weeping. Finally she regained control and continued. "I was about to commit suicide, had just finished writing a note, when I began to pray and tell God I really didn't want to do this. Then I suddenly remembered seeing you on television and thought if I could just talk to you, you could help me. I knew that was impossible because I didn't know how to reach you, I didn't know anyone who could help me find you. Then some numbers came to my mind, and I scribbled them down." At this point she began weeping again, and I prayed silently for wisdom to help her.
She continued, "I looked at the numbers and thought, 'Wouldn't it be wonderful if I had a miracle from God, and He has given me Ken's phone number?' I decided to try calling it. I can't believe I'm talking to you. Are you in your office in California?" I replied, "Lady, I don't have an office in California. My office is in Yakima, Washington." A little surprised, she asked, "Oh really, then where are you?" "Don't you know?" I responded. "You made the call." She explained, "But I don't even know what area I'm calling. I just dialed the number that I had on this paper." "Ma'am, you won't believe this, but I'm in a phone booth in Dayton,Ohio!" "Really?" she exclaimed. "Well, what are you doing there?" I kidded her gently, "Well, I'm answering the phone. It was ringing as I walked by, so I answered it."
Knowing this encounter could only have been arranged by God, I began to counsel the woman. As she told me of her despair and frustration,the presence of the Holy Spirit flooded the phone booth giving me words of wisdom beyond my ability. In a matter of moments, she prayed the sinner's prayer and met the One who would lead her out of her situation into a new life. I walked away from that telephone booth with an electrifying sense of our heavenly Father's concern for each of His children.
What were the astronomical odds of this happening? With all the millions of phones and innumerable combinations of numbers, only an all-knowing God could have caused that woman to call that number in that phone booth at that moment in time. Forgetting my drink and nearly bursting with exhilaration, I headed back to my family, wondering if they would believe my story. Maybe I better not tell this, I thought, but I couldn't contain it. "Barb, you won't believe this! God knows where I am!"
Addendum -- "Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and show thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not." Jer 33:3
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Daddy, You are one amazing Lord. ^^ You know I'm in Singapore, at home right? LOLS x) Of course lahs -.- Daddy knows everything wad =)



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